Fucking dozens of little seizures

^^^^

 

He's right though, Dave. Why are you on the internet?

Take a bath, cat nap with your kitty. For 15 minutes. It's not going to kill you.

And your little brain glitches did escalate last time. Please, just take 15 minutes to close your eyes fully, and shut off. 15 minutes, and focus on your breathing.

 

I wish I could even remotely understand what you're going through.

Its nice to know that at least cats can.

 

god damn yoga people.

 

I know you don't mean that. You're an atheist.

 

How long have you been getting seizures for?

 

Dave you strike me as a stubborn intellectual type that would rather sit on the computer and keep your mind busy despite the fact that it might worsen your symptoms.

Perhaps I'm terribly wrong but maybe you should just go freakin relax.

 

That's what I'm saying. But I go all motherly on people and nag.

 

I'm a christian, I KNOW you know that.

 

I don't know how to relax.

especially when my brain isn't working properly, it's not like I can read a book like this, getting engrossed is VERY challenging in this state.

edit: and bsr, for a very long time, the first grand mal I was 15, but I was definitely having small ones before that, probably as early as six.

 

You're more Atheist than I am Agnostic though. Which is why I said so.

 

Is that because you're anxious? Why is it difficult to realize your brain is on over-drive and needs a simple task, a passive task?

 

Keep nagging. Spank that mofo.

In a way, Dave and I are the same person, even if I'm half as smart and productive...but I tend to get caught up in my own thoughts instead of doing practical things about my health because I have that sort of brain.

Dave, flick the switch and chillax.

 

I am a very unorthodox kind of christian, but that doesn't mean I am an atheist.

 

my brain doesn't do things passively except for math, pattern finding, and timing.

 

So listen to Classical Music. You're just mocking Beethoven.

 

classical does help

baroque does horrible things.

fuck baroque

fuck it with a roughed up bundle of rebar, bound together with razorwire.

 

I've been listening to Monastic Chants lately. Hee hee, I found Abelard's compositions put to music.

 

woot.

in a derivative way? or the way he wrote them?

 

Way he wrote them:

http://www.amazon.com/Monastic-Song/dp/B000007MXT