Getting my ex back

oh thats true if her family has been okay with it i'm starting to think theres more than i had originally thought going on there but none the less, doesnt change my plans to be with her in person again quite soon at least for a week and just talk things out with her, if theres no chance, theres no chance but i dont want to sit on the computer every day wondering "what if" if our break up taught me anything, its to live life to the fullest and not regret anything you do in the future...you should always think before you do things but only to a certain extent or you tend to over think things which i hate that i do that....but i do...she doesnt seem racist what so ever now, but i and my entire immediate family (mom and dad) both think her family was racist, so if she had been brought up in a racist family i can see why she would have had that train of thought while living with her parents...i'm glad to see she has grown up alot, which is part of the reason i want to be with her again at this time