god i need a boyfriend

yeah i know i shouldnt rock the boat, but when she was gone for a week and it was just me and him , it was soooo buetiful. we held hands while falling asleep after some good sex. what am i doing yor right ,im not going to make a big deal out of this. becuse shes my bbf and hes her man. ok from now on hes off limits unless she shares. thats my promise to myself.

 

^ that's not fucking cool
BAD!
I know you say you're gonna keep yourself in check, but I'm warning you, watch that shit
for all you know it could already be too late to protect your friendship, all it takes is one guilty conscience or slip up on his part for it to come out.

 

dont freak me out like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Hon, take it from someone who's (unfortunately) been there. Find a different guy. If you keep that up, you'll destroy your friendship. And even if he decides hes in love with you and leaves your friend for you... what makes you think he won't do the same thing to you? I've watched it happen, time and time again.

You need to find someone that A) wants you for you and not your body, B) makes you feel good about yourself and C) isn't attached. I don't mean to sound rude but...that's not cool.

 

i feel so bad now