something like this happened to me once, and i fucking blew up on the kid. i was in my friend's car and she was driving and i was in the passenger seat... and like my other friend and her two friends were in the back (3 rows hollaaa). i took a couple muscle relaxers which had me really drowsy and the entire time my friend's friends were just bitching about everything... like we wanted to go to this moutain look out but they were like NO IT'S DARK WE'RE TOO SCARED!!! (mind you they're fucking GUYS.) so like... i was just in the front seat minding my own god damn business and i guess i dozed off and started snoring and i heard one of the little bitches in the back say something about my snoring. so i "woke up" and i screamed at them... i was like "MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T SUCH A BORING ASS PUSSY WHO'S SCARED TO LEAVE THEIR HOUSE I WOULDN'T BE FUCKING FALLING ASLEEP GOD DAMMIT JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!" the car was completely silent after that. haha
Haha. That's great. We were all sitting on the front porch of my friend's house last night, and this car pulls up in front of the house. The girl, who is a teenager, who lives across the street got out the passenger side and my friend was like, "Oh, it's the fucking ****** lover. That bitch loves blackies. Hey..hey..watch this." And he starts yelling the N word and telling him to get the fuck out of our neighborhood and calling the girl a ****** lover (she's white). I turned around and was just like, Shut the fuck up man. So what if she likes black guys, you're probably the reason, you racist fuck. He would say something and I'd be like, "What the fuck. You're still fucking talking?". For about 30 minutes I just got on him about talking and asking him why his mouth was still yapping. So, he's pretty pissed at me, but that ass deserved it.
I've had shit like that happen to me on several occasions...and the best thing to do is just roll with it...enjoy it even. weed has exposed to me helped me embrace so many of my own flaws and querks that when I have shit come over me like that I use it as a learning experience. ...but it complicates the situation if you are around people you aren't comfortable with so i can relate to what you're saying. takes me a couple times of smoking with someone for me to determine if i want to continue smoking around them.
I like smoking with 3-4 other people the best, but smoking at parties gives a new dynamic view of people. I feel like when I am high that I can really analyze people and I am more in tune with "vibes" they send out. It used to freak me out but now I find it to be very interesting. If I smoke ALONE at parties I feel very isolated and on my own, however smoking with another person at a party gives me that dynamic view and I maintain a connection with that other person (I usually smoke with my cousin who is also my best friend) - it becomes very cool.
It's a simple issue of set and setting; I prefer smoking alone, which I do most of the time. However, when I am around people, I feel much more uncomfortable than if the majority of my cannabis high was experienced with other people. Same thing with musho's, although that's a whole other story. Excuse me i hafta puke