Do you know from whence the idea of the Pineal gland comes from, and why that idea has long been discredited?
Hmmm, I see this interesting thread just fizzled out... I suspect too that it is something in your medication, more likely than that there is something wrong with you per se. We are just not that geneticaly diverse to have such a beig diffirence in effect. You might need to quit your medicine for at least 2 weeks, (it would probably say someothing on the pieces of paper that come with it that you can't use it with x y z within 2 weeks of ending treatment) Of course it is not my advice for you to leave your medicine. On the halucinations thing, if you halucinate on LSD you will KNOW it, although things tend to be made of oridnary matter. Like I've seen a street break up and all the houses float down it on streams of magma underneath, looked real as hell. But, you will be tripping balls, and I would not recommend it for your condition. Salvia, lol total immersion into the halucination to the extent you don't even know you are tripping until it strikes you that you can't BE an icecream. Also not recommended for you. the reason it is not working, is that you need to reduce your tolerance for it by smokeing it a few times... throw away that 100x shit, 10x standardised on a little plain leaf and pew!!!! DMT, even at low doses with closed eyes is like a visual cortex hijack, without the mindfuck. Well to some extrent the impossibility of what one is observeing is a mindfuck, but you stay rational.
Maybe you just need to relax your mind a little. Then try different amounts of things, and different combinations (though research first so you are taking reasonable dosages and combos...) of things and see where that takes you. I am pretty sure that the fact that this forum exists is pretty good proof that people can hallucinate...
dude, just get your hands on a some adderall and stay awake as long as possible. after a few days it starts getting crazy.
THAT is why psychedelics don't work for you. SSRI's inhibit the effects of most psychedelics, which is the main reason I refuse to take SSRI's.
Get some REAL salvia. Most of the "salvia" I smoke is bullshit, but I have gotten 15x that truley took me to the furthest dimension.
You ever introduce anybody to 2c-e? I gave this kid 15 mg, he said he only got a body high. Gave him 20, same thing. Seems like it takes a few times before people actually start trippin if they just started it
Yeah I introduced my cousin to 2ce. I gave him 25mg and I took 50mg. It was his first time with 2ce, and he tripped BALLS. He actually ended up having a bad trip. I'm surprised I didn't freak out too, because it's pretty rough to tripsit someone when you took twice as much as they did. haha He thought I was Satan. He said my hair turned black, my eyes turned red, and I grew horns and fangs. He thought we were in hell, because he was seeing fire everywhere and he was seeing bugs and snakes crawling up out of the floor. He started looking at the ceiling fan and suddenly thought he was being tossed into a woodchipper. lol He said he saw his own body parts being chopped to bits and he saw his own blood flying all over the room. It was crazy. At one point, all he wanted was to go to sleep so he wouldn't have to suffer through the trip, so he turned up a bottle of Nyquil and he would've drank the whole thing if I didn't jerk it away from him. haha He was flippin out man. That was the most hellish night of his life, and it was only his second trip EVER, but he still elected to trip with me again the next weekend on what we THOUGHT was acid, but it ended up being a DOx. He ate 6 blotters and I ate 9 blotters, and we tripped for about 40 hours. lol
He loves tripping. lol He said the 2c-e trip was probably the worst night of his life, but he wouldn't trade it for anything. Since then, he's tripped on 2c-i and a DOx, and he wants to try 2c-e again, but at a smaller dose; like 15-20mg or something.
I think he'd do better with phens, really, because he has a lot of emotional problems and the emotional effects of most tryptamines would probably be too much for him. He absolutely loved 15mg of 2c-I, so I think he just needs to stick with low-dose phenethylamine trips.
I have hallucinated on salvia to the full extent of the meaning. It was my most hardcore trip. I could see an "earth person/demon" dig himself up from underground, and my brick wall was gone so he stacked the whole thing back up saying "stack brick upon brick upon brick upon brick" This is by far the most intense thing to ever happen to me besides being born.
i only once truly hallucinated where i saw entities that were not there, and it was on dph which is a terrible drug i would never recommend. it's a crazy deliriant at high doses and will certainly get you to that level, but it's bad for you, makes you as tired as you've ever been and it's just low as fuck in general. edit: i did see what i would say were goblins on lsd, but not in the sense that i could just stare them down for like five minutes like they were actual people in the room.
maybe your friend is on ssri's or something like that? i had a decent trip on 12 mg my first time, so did a friend of mine at the same dose. another friend tripped hard from 14 mg his first time. and someone else i know took 18 mg his first time, and tripped too hard. another has snorted small amounts, but tripped his first time basically no one i know has needed to take it multiple times to trip.