have you ever actually watched somone die?

that is a beautiful senitment, and very true.

in the 6th grade i seen a man get shot in the head. he died.

i have seen many dead people, but i think thats the only time i have witnessed someone die. the first time i seen a dead person was when my best friend died when i was 11. the second time was that man i saw get shot. then i saw a dead man at the place where i worked, he had crashed his car and was thrown from it. i also saw the paramedics carrying a homeless man from some bushes, he had drank too much and died. it was after my friends graduation. and then theres the open-casket funerals. i saw my friends 13 year old little brother who had been shot. i saw numerous family members, many friends, and again my best friend. i have also seen 2 people get shot that didnt die. well, 3 people but 2 of them was the same incident. it was at a party i was at that got shot up. one person got shot in the foot and my friend bry who was standing right next to me got hit in the shoulder. and last year i saw my boy get shot in the face, miraculously he survived. but not the same

to the original poster - i know how you feel. i feel like i have seen more death and violence in my life than most people and sometimes i feel sorry for myself. it makes you hard. But i am so happy to be here and be able to experience all that i do, the good with the bad.