lol thats awsome. I remember when i was on dxm once, i couldnt walk or talk coherently and was laying on my front lawn at like 1am. Mom didnt know what the fuck was going on, eventually just crawled into my house all casually lol, and went to my room. DXM is a thing that society dosnt care for, or care to udnerstand... or maybe were all just drug people.
Sensei, you need to do more than live in a van........ Really. Go to college. Even if it's community college.
ya I'm going to be a junior at home till next summer, then a year as a high school senior in my van. I'll definitely go to college at a 4-year college. I will pry get a scholarship, I have all A's and got a 30 on the ACT a few years ago. I'm actually shooting for grad school in psychology/neurology.
How do you expect to live in your van? Put simply: hygiene + quality of living is not good in a van. Why don't you spend a year without drugs and have a better quality of living?
yeh i think it was pretty clear that you shouldnt have done dxm when your in a position your family could find you. you probably didnt need to go to emergency at all, but the hysteria caused by your sister finding you non responsive and basically unresponsive is understandably going to get her to freak out. but getting the cops to search your van? well, at least one thing is for sure; trust is no longer
wow your parents had your van searched by the po po! what are they trying to get you prison time and heavy fines?! dam...wat you did was stupid, but wat they did was flat out wrong! Do they know what would have happened if the cops found anything?
I still have a moderate relationship with my parents, I could go home a few times a week to shower or spend the night or whatever. I also have friends that would let me. also: washclothe bathing. It has a sink so I could brush my teeth and such, and public restrooms are everywhere. thats all I can think of for hygeine. Quality of living? what do you mean? Doing what I love, standing up for what I believe in, those are the kinds of things that I see as high quality, and both of those would be there.
Your van has a sink?!? Fucking awesome. I feel so bad that you have to lay off the drugs, that's horrible. I send very good wishes to you, and I think you are quite admirable for 1. Being a good example of someone with considerable psychedelic experience who gets very good grades (people are often surprised to learn that I am in the Honor Society, lol) and 2. Planning to live completely free. I completely agree with your last statement there. We did pure DXM for my first and my boyfriend's second time last week. I had an oddly spiritual experience unlike anything I have ever experienced on DXM. We hung out in the forest for a while, and I just let it take me over. I felt truely at one with the earth, like the rain was sheer energy falling from the sky. Fantastic. We didn't get to stay for long, as my boyfriend had taken significantly more than I had and was not having a good time, as everything in his world was melting. This included me, and I got to hear him utter the ever popular tripping quote: "How--How're ya DOIN' that?". I'd done DXM is syrup form, but it never affected either of us like THAT.
ya my van rocks, vw vanagon westfalia. sink, fridge, 2 tables, poptop, 2 beds, linen closet with a mirror in it and a bar to hang clothes, the works. wait a minute, who said anything about stopping? the work continues. my religion is more important to me than my parents approval. the early roman christians were oppressed, but they didn't stop practicing, they took it underground and practiced secretly in the catacombs under the city. On that note, today I trip with 3 friends (if they can all make it). pure dxm for each of us. one of them experienced, one lightly experienced (weed once, salvia some, and some other less potent things. the other one is a noob. man I love providing the means for others to turn on. also, pry dramamine tripping tuesday night for my first time.
2ce is on the way, DOC lasts too long for my situation, friend's shrooms will still be growing, 4-ACO-DMT and some benzos will be ordered soon, lots of weed, still have hbwr seeds
