Holy shit I live speed!

thought i was done, but......

gang- your grades don't mean you're on a healthy path. you can have horrible grades and still be on a positive spiritual path. grades will help you do better financially, so they are a good thing to pay attention to, but they aren't everything or even half of everything involved in developing into an intelligent, moral human being.

 

Its true nostalgia is the most euphoric thing that I ever have and I always have a soft spot for it.. It makes me feel high thinking about some things from the past or hearing a song I haven't heard in years.. Its short but its sweet.. And I really am not gonna do this that much.. I understand what you are saying because it happens with weed also, but weed you can be high all day every day and be okay.. I guess speed is different. Lol I wasn't trying to say I'm gonna do speed all the time, I just wanted to get my facts straight about it from you guys since you guys had first hand experience.. Plus I was pretty amazed at this really great euphoria

So I have heard.. And thank you, and all the others who will help me on the forums.. See this is why I like forums, people can help you with no bias , and they don't just wanna put you on pills and lock you away And thank you I'm glad you understand seriously.. thanks

 

Your claimed drug usage over just the last week based on your posts says otherwise. Or is it bullshit?

I already told you in another thread started by you asking what OTC drugs there are to get high on that my comments, though scathing and harsh, were from a position of concern that you are going to hurt yourself.
I'm a lot fucking older than you and have seen/heard/done EVERYTHING you are saying/doing before you were even born.
Isn't part of the appeal of these forums being able to get advice and direction from more experienced members? I certainly make use of others knowledge and experience here.
If you are to immature to accept advice and direction from older people on these forums who have done much of the same things you are just now starting to get into, then I have nothing more to say.
Good Luck and don't kill yourself.
:cheers2:

 

anonymity can be pretty awesome at times, and no problem. i'm just doing my best to make up for my own mistakes.

 

I actually have a good diet too since about 2 years ago. I had a TERRIBLE cholesterol, and they told me that if I didn't eat healthy or start too, I I would have to take the meds and I would either have an unhealthy heart or an unhealthy liver.. So I just dieted and now its fine, but I don't even drink soda anymore, I replaced it with tea, drink lemon water all the time, don't really eat junk food except for once every now and then(Thats irresistible.. Lol) video games eh.. Lol no comment. Play em a lot gotta admit, but not AS much as I used too lol now when I'm super bored I will just play halo or oblivion. If there is anything wrong due to video type things its the computer I'm normally on it checking forums, facebook, and other stuff like 3 hours a day sometimes a little more.. But lol I really do have a good diet and it sucks having to do it, but I really don't wanna die young because I didn't eat right.. I mean what the hell.. haha And yeah I know, but it helps them sometimes.. Most of my friends who are prescribed amphetamines HATE IT. They like fight their parents to not take their meds.. They just say they don't feel like themselves, which I guess I understand

 

Well you got me there, but still grades are a huge priority.. I try to be morally right, I just am bad at talking to people.. I don't even know how I have friends.. I'm seriously so god damn weird.. I mean I never talk shit on anyone or anything except sometimes when I can't help it(I dunno if I can say the same thing about them saying stuff about me) but I seriously do TRY to be morally positive, doesn't always work out perfect though..

 

dude will you relax, its his life

 

I realize I could hurt myself.. But I mean if I do all my homework on the thing before I take it, I mean I'm not gonna ever shoot anything regardless of if I do my homework on it or not.. But I'm sorry, I realize your trying to help but for some reason I took it hostile.. But I'm not lying about anything.. None of anything I'm posting is bullshit.. Who would I even need to impress? I don't really personally know anyone here.. I mean of course I'm trying to keep a good morale because being hated over a forum is just retarded.. But really dude I'm pretty sorry I just didn't take it like that, I took it like you were telling em what to do. And I mean if you are its cool.. Its not like I'm going to abide by your rules or anything I mean, but I guess in the long run whether I like it or not some people gotta be told what to do sometimes..

 

And the poster wasn't really necessary.. I mean just putting me down like that.. What the hell? Nobody needs that.. Why would you even do that?

 

LOL you got a point that I didn't see.. I just didn't want the feeling to go away or change.. Plus another reason is I had to go home for dinner which is a big paranoia infested mess when I'm high.. But weed is still my favorite Always will be

 

i dont think anyone should be judged, or told what to do. especially about something like drugs. let people learn from their own experiences

 

Does your dick still work? Can you fuck or masturbate to completion? Keep doing speed and the answer will be a sad, small, shriveled, "no."

 

yeah I think add is more common now days because...

-not enough kids go outside and play anymore. when you go through most neighbor hood the streets are dead.

-kids should be in sports as it keeps the brain very focused to have your motor skills used

-kids are lazy no days. most parents spoil their children way to much. most kids don't have to do chores anymore which helps teach the mind to be productive.

-back in the day kids were often taught stuff like how to fix a car, how to build a fence, how to plumb, how to paint , how to cook ect...

all that stuff helps keep the mind focused and after doing anything productive the mind is more relaxed n calm. if more kids worked with their hand and stuff then they wouldn't have add.

Since doing that kinda stuff helps make the mind focused n relaxed. once they sit down n do paperwork they will be able to concentrate.

But since most kids just sit n watch TV n crap their brain turns to mush. so then when they sit down to do paperwork they just zone out n day dream.

 

Give it up Spicey, us old fucks obviously don't know anything and all these young "adults" know the score and are in no danger of harm from their use.
Hmm, I wonder how many of them have watched the life slip out of somebody with a needle still in their arm?
But it is ok because they had it all under control and got good grades all the way up to that last breath.

But of course I'm just being an asshole again.

 

pb- yes you are right, and obviously coming from a good place, and most likely far more experienced than me, and-

yes, you were being a bit of an asshole.

kids don't listen to wise assholes. every once in a while, they listen to someone, but usually only if that person either has an extremely dominating control over their life and some very positive lessons to teach at the same time, or are willing to hear what they have to say and politely reason with them.

attacking someone usually will provoke a defensive stance, and in teenagers especially, may give them a reason to keep doing what they are doing.

i do respect your intelligence and in no way doubt your experience. just my two pennies.

 

meh imo i think the most evil drug is weed. cus i thought it was harmless and now i found it out it was not harmless. and it's evil cus everyone thinks it's harmless. and most people don't notice what a problems it was till they actually try to quit. and most people don't notice what a problem it is cus they are high on the time or just take small breaks and continue smoking.

but then again i'v personally been invovled with a lot of extremely fucked up situation and maybe the fact that I smoked for 2 years all day everday mixed with fucked up situation n anger and that crap enchanced those negative emotions n fucked up my brain. so it could be that my brain is only fucked up cus I smoked weed in a bad enviroment.

i understand how veitnam vets fucked up their brain. cus they got high in the middle of a war. so being in an altered state of mind during negative crap makes your more susceptible than if you were sober. so yeah that's why weed is bad. it makes you more susceptible to negative energy.

SO REMEMBER WEED MAKES YOU MORE susceptible TO NEGATIVE ENERGY AND EVENTS.

 

PB's just lookin out. Guy's should learn to take criticism a little better, but in all honesty being an asshole tends to make more of an impact on people (for the record, I don't think that was really being an ass, but whatever).
Personally after snorting 120 mg. of adderall I won't touch the shit anymore. I completely agree with speed being a soul destroying substance when you abuse/become addicted (more so with meth, but adderall's nasty too IMO).
And fucking LOL at the post above me.

 

Priceless!

 

why is that funny?

marijuana is known to have a detrimental effect on the limbic system in long-term users. i have experienced this myself, as well as most of my ex and current burn-out friends.

 

Lol