how do YOU stop your identity from being drugs?

Nah I don't see how synthesizing chloroform is relevant as all in comparison when were talking about a drug in jwh that effects the same part of your brain as cannabis.

If its cutting in on your dealing that makes a little sense.

 

:argue:

 

Shhh,.... don't wake it up.

 

The natural-synthetic argument reminds me of neurosoup girl. Chemicals are chemicals. If it works it is natural.
Look at the content of this argument in a different form.
Does frozen semen produce less viable human beings through in vitro fertilization than we get from normal sexual procreation?

 

I've learned to not identify myself in any particular way, in the vein of Rational Therapy of Albert Ellis. Choosing to identify as "something" causes emotional strife. I may be a person who does advanced mathematics, but I am not a mathematician. I may play the bass guitar pretty darned well, but I am not a bassist.

 

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I think my main problem is my 8 month addiction to benzos, I went cold turkey with the exception of a relapse last week... my main problem was using them for every social occasion, and now with these withdrawals the anxiety is so fucking bad I can barely even talk to people, with paranoia, depression, and extreme muscle tension making me wanna just jump out of life.

mr. writer, to be sincerely honest i should have taken your advice bout the benzos before this hell started. there's hope down the road.

on the topic of opiate addiction: later in life I'll inevitably be an opiate addict for the rest of my life due to a chronic back disease I have which will make my spine fuse together by the time I'm 40 - which will end in paralyzation. once I get to the point where I'm shitting in my diapers getting spoon fed - lights out for me.

 

^^^while it's good to accept what is likely (i assume doctors have told you this will happen), maybe you shouldn't plan on it happening. you know, sometimes doctors are wrong.


i always thought orison's beef with JWH was that it took people's minds off of the real issue: the unjust criminalization of marijuana. if you can just go buy spice at the gas station, why work hard to grow your own, or rally for cannabis legalization?
but now i have to wonder, does orison prefer it to be illegal?