how was you teenage???

Haha....I'm still at that stage.

 

Boring...Id do it all different if I was given a second chance

 

Well, from what I remember, from 15-18 the first half I was flipped out on Magic Mushrooms and LSD every weekend, sometimes during the weekdays. Tons of MDMA, alcohol, herb, alcohol, cocaine, alcohol, speed and I think alcohol if I remember correctly. Pondering the art of creation and bending my sanity. Then I started traveling and was homeless by 16, met some of the most beautiful and disturbing people to date during my trip all over the country to the most remote, Godforsaken places.
After that, more psychedelics, and it's continued ever since :cheers2:

 

no laws broken, no drugs done, no parties gone to, no sex, no loud music.

had terrible grades because I thought the whole wanting to kill myself thing was a function of hating school, and not something like "depression" isn't that just being really really sad?

 

i thought it was AWESOME. the first actual intercourse not so good, but after that we were like rabbits.

 

I remember hanging out with a lot of different people, drinking vodka and whiskey straight (ew), smoking a lot of bud in my basement, and having parties almost every weekend. not big parties, just a like 15 guys or so over drinking and playing cards. (my mom was never home on the weekends)

I remember being pretty depressed and cynical. with a ton of teenage angst. also never going to class and writing a lot of fake doctors' notes

(I talk about it like it was ages ago.. when I'm technically still a teen, haha)

 

I became obsessed with tea

 

well i smoke too much sometimes
it is hard for me getting up at morning
i like milk with chocolate
i like Baileys too and i love to drink a bottle by myself ( i said i love milk with chocolate)
I truly hate school, but i do love learning
In my teenage years i have build a very strong patriotic sense for me and i have a huge interest of the Bulgarian revolutions, history and literature. i guess after i finish school i will go learn Bulgarian history hopefully.
I smoke tobacco, yes i do and i have tp stop
I became very extremely,strongly emotional, romantic person and i tend to cry at beautiful music, beautiful books and words
I became with the clear consciousness that i have no negative racial views, but i don`t have any respect for Turks and i don`t enjoy communicating with em.
I would never ever kill an animal, but i am capable of hate towards human being.
its important for me they way i look, even if i don`t want it to be like that

its interesting what kind of person am i going to be after few more years

 

I visited the hippies comunnities, studied like a nerd and was surprised of my great results at school, I wanted to be the first in everything, I fought for social causes at school, refused the violence, I was next to thieves. I did cocaine and marihuana. I could stop. I was allways at the mountains. I liked just one girl at a time. My hair was long. I did not go to the shower everyday. I learned guitar. I was the winner of many music and theatre festivals. I was feeling sad for girls. I wanted to study philosophy. I was a smart boy. Selfsuficient.Egocentrist. I loved the childrem. I did not want to be thin. I did not want the school where I was. I was fighting against the power and the rules. I thought I could be a priest. I knew much chemistry and physicics. I loved sex and learned it all by myself. Oh it was so much. I was amazingly unquiet.

 

You forgot to mention alcohol

I forgot to mention mushrooms

 

my teenage years have been fucking horrendous

especially 2005 my god how i managed to make it through that i do not know

i just hope next year it will improve.. its my last chance

 

I was your typical High School gangster. A real fucking scum bag but, at least I was fun.

 

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this picture speaks volumes!

 

i thought i would go for more of a visual

 

I was quite popular up until around 10th grade. Then I became very introverted and shut in. It might have to do with the fact that I was doing a lot of experimenting around that time.

 

What kind of experimenting?

Sexually? Drugs? Scientific?

 

The 1st half of my teenage years the Beatles were still putting out hits. I was really getting into listening to music alot. 2nd half I started my 15 years of drug and alcohol addiction. It was fun in the beginning though.

 

Damn, you've always been cute!