i have tracers on everything that moves when im sober lol. its pretty cool actually. more pronounced and noticeable in the dark. its nothing to worry about. also, i had floaters before i did acid or mushrooms, i think i noticed them in 6th or 7th grade before i had touched any drugs at all. quite normal. HPPD is visuals that also accompany physical and or mental effects, like depersonalization, anxiety, etc.
yeah man I actually dont think I have hppd . I think it is just the combo of my floaters and static vision , or night blindness.
for me dxm causes floaters and static whereas classic psyches like mush or L cause tracers and anxiety.
hmm. dxm gave me the blobs of colours and the sparks in my vision. and in dark i would see massive big swirling things that would be like massive. 7 foot swirling thing that would swish past my vision and around and swish places. LSD gives morphing, tracers...i guess anxiety that could be from other drugs...but depersonalisation, or feeling things are a bit unreal somtimes or constantly, certainly. flashbacks yes. funny im doing a report on lsd and its side effects are permanent mental problems lsd is amazing. there is a trick. and the trick is to never do so much that you have side effects. well negative side effects, for instant this hppd shit. any form of depersonalisation or anything. so once a year realistically maybe not even that much. its soo profound just a few times in your life. im guessing if you havent gone toooo far with the acid, im gonna feel alot more normal give it like a year... i hope. dxm depersonalisation and depression lasted for about 9 months to a year or more...and fully recovered...
HPPD? Floaters, trails, neon colours, etc.? DepersonalizatioN? Ok. Sit on the floor, close your eyes, focus your concentration at the center of your forehead. Keep doing this everyday you'll know when to stop. Something is trying to show you something very interesting. Namaste
I've developed a post-trip anxiety, but it feels like im having a mildly bad trip. I feel adrenaline pumping in my stomach; a feeling akin to the anticipation that anything could possibly jump out at me- and a semi-frequent sense of deep loneliness while around others. I too have tracers that outline most things and shift trails with eye movement. im trying to embrace the "maybe this shall pass with time" notion
hmmm. it does get less and less over time... to a point. depends how bad you are. iv heard of people saying its been years and things are still stuck at a certain point. like after you stop usage it falls 'quickly', but then takes years to level out... the difference takes years to really get a little bit better. but intitially its quick i mean, untill it levels out at a point. anyone have experience with this and how long certain things take to get back to a semi normal level. or 'normal' dxm took about 9 months to be 'normal'. and maybe 12 to be fully recovered i think. which is pretty good. fully recovered is a good word. acid however hmmm hmm i always get the feeling like i dont know what im on about hmmm.
yeah i dont see what this is gonna do, unless you have like some sort of special beleif and a third eye, whatever the hell that is. i dont know much about religon, i just hate it. even tho that could be irrelevant.
MEATWAGON thats you in the picture ay, is it real? iv been wanting to say this for ages, its a farrkin awsum picture. where is it at?
I only wish I could Kramazing. Unfortunatley we have a much more comprehensive and elaborate vocabulary in place for the olfactory, than we do for the center of our being. Just try it, cant hurt right? And Peter it is not religious to focus your awareness on your forehead, last time I checked. But any preconceptions you have against it will be your own busy singal to your Self and will take some untangling of personality and mental manifestations in order to sweep the porch clean, for lack of better words. God Bless ~
Well what Im getting at is that what you will eventually experience is not a belief at all, that's why I said in order to get anywhere with this form of meditation is to untangle personality and mental manifestation, because thought and opinion will only block you from reality. Reality is not how we experience is through the sense, they are a screen between us and them. It's when you experience that everything in Nature has no basis in reality of itself, but that it is you who give's Nature it's reality. Think of colour, for example. Colourful objects are not colourful in themselves, they are reflecting colour by light and you perceive it as beautiful. Same thing applies to your mind. God Bless ~
its not the act of what your doing that is having any effect, but the psychological nature as that specific act your doing, whether it be that, or running in the park or playing football. if you think it will help it just may. maybe the best trick is to just keep it simple. some of this crazy shit really entangles your mind and does things... i think i learnt now to keep my mind clear and free from any form of crazy shit, its just clear and free, and i do my shit, and thats it. no crazy shit for me these days, just base my mind on real things. real events. no philosophy, no realitty dissuccion, no quesitoniings things making me feel lost in space. fuck it. if i feel crazy ill go for a run and it clears that shit out of there. i dont know.... what can i say....call me crazy
somtimes you can think too much into things...you can go to deep and it can be depressing, being stupid isnt all that bad....
Good luck with your new perspective Peter, I hope that it works best for you. We should always find our own way in life God Bless ~
yup I got hppd, i can not see lines and outlines of objects the same way I use to before, they are a bit more "vibrant and glowy" and less solid and strict. One thing I noticed a few months back is if I take 3 pens, and hold it in one hand, and write something down and read it. I see them all shaking and trippy. A friend of a friend of mines can not see the sky as clear crystal blue, it is all pixels.. always
there is a corrolation as to extent of the day to day hallucinations, and the extent at which they are fucked in the head. i learnt in psychology class at uni that skizo's basically have this bluring of their dreams with reality...thus they could be sitting somwhere and suddenly think some weird shit, or see somthing really strange. its just the filter isnt working, so the sub-conscisness and the conscioss are getting blurred. and you know what lsd does the same thing.
