i am the same exact way... ughhh pads just gross me out! but whatever pleases you lynsey, is awesome! i usually wear a tampon, and then for heavier flow days, i wear one of those little pads.. it doesnt have wings or anything & its real thin... just in case i leak or anything.. i really dont want a scary horror story!
I remember in 8th grade when my parents wouldn't let me use tampons so I had to use my step moms HUGE pads. She had to use those really big ones b/c she is a fairly large woman. So one day on the school bus I had one of the pads in my back pack and it fell out and all the boys started laughing. I could have died right then. For an 8th grade girl it was so embarrassing especially with the size of that pad. Luckily when I got to highschool, my parents started letting me use tampons as long as I bought and paid for them with my own money.
sex freaks me out- especially when im stoned i always start thinking ab it and i get in a sweaty panic- bc im like 90 lbs and just really frail and i just think that it will hurt soo bad and i cant anticipate pain- nothing scares me like that does- ive even ahd nightmares- its like im a crazy person or something
