I am going to kill myself.

watch some old movies lol

they are amazing at making me feel better

 

you a 3 stooges fan?

 

nope.

i liek old black and whites. dont know why. romance types.

like Roman holiday with audrey hepburn. its so good.

 

how do you feel about people that take the trouble to beg for attention by saying they are going to kill themselves?

 

hey go for it man

 

Obviously if he has the motivation to get this out to people then I think he can voice more important matters to human society. This isn't a bad place to start something good. Just have to pull himself out I guess. I wonder if his living space is real messy.

 

well if i were going to kill myslef or thinking about it id post here bc i trust yall

 

oh Baby kill urself ....
rest in peace au revoirrr( bye byeeeee)

 

dont its not worth it.Rember that every thing good or bad is temporary and will go away.Go travle and meet new people.Find a religon.Get a job.Donate $$$$ to charity.Siting in your dark room sinking your mind into a bottoum-less pit will not do a thing.

 

if you say you're going to kill yourself then you're most likely not going to.
you just need to be reminded that you're loved by many. just think about how sad your parents, siblings, cousins, uncles, grandparents, friends, etc.
you're miserable, but don't make the people you love miserable too.

 

Your life will get better, give it a litttle bit of time, you are still 15.

 

Can't do that. Why do you want to know if my living space is messy?

 

I don't have anything bad happening to me. I can't go anywhere. I can't accept religion.

 

Yes, I want attention but I also feel really negative about the world and myself. I never called my life "lame" or "pathetic".

 

Your Bluffin...

 

You know that how?

 

Because I had a rousing conversation with God and he told me so.

 

Meh. Teenage angst. I went through it in my late twenties/early thirties. Late because I was too busy working in my teens. I wanted to kill myself everyday for years. But I didn't. I took pills to make myself feel better. A famous person once said, "If life is so bad that you have to pump yourself full of anti-depressants to get through the day, stop changing you and CHANGE YOUR LIFE!!!"

So I did. Know what? Life is different now. Not necessarily better, just different. Sometimes better, sometimes worse, but mostly just different. It's like leaving home on a bus bound for someplace far away. You're sad to be leaving, but the constantly changing scenery makes things seem better. And I no longer want to kill myself.

Oh, and that famous person who gave me that wonderful piece of advice?

Rosanne Barr. Crazy, huh?

 

I've been ready to check out a cpl of times. each time I came to the same conclusion; "If I'm willing to throw my life away, why not gamble it on something first?"

Sounds like you figured it out too; "..set off into the world with nothing more than a tent and my wits, and who knows what life will bring."

or "when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose" ...and everything to gain.

My personal belief is that if you're walking your own path, no matter how crazy it seems to anybody else, the universe starts throwing miracles at you.

If you're not, you're not really alive.

Hey Lizardman0, if your life sucks maybe it's because you haven't started living it yet.

 

As many of you know, I "left" the forums already, but I do still read threads and such. This is the last time I'll be logging in to reply to anything. I just feel like I need to give some sort of response to this thread, as I have been facing depression within the last few months and have felt like killing myself. However, I could never go through with it. I really *fear* death, but I feel since I'm too much of a coward to end my own miserable life, I feel like I have to do something to help me cope with everything, so, I just cut myself.
Many people who have responded to this thread don't seem to really understand, thus, they leave rather ignorant comments, or comments that just tend to piss me off

You're making it seem like you think people who want to kill themselves are selfish and focus only on themselves. No one can help how they feel, and often times they can't help the actions that spawn from those feelings. Just because one is focused mainly on their lives because of depression does not make them selfish. Think about it... imagine if you just had these heavy weight deep inside of your soul, gradually bringing your spirit further and further down, killing every happy feeling you ever had-making you feel like the only way out of this horrible pain-is death. Would you have time to worry about other peoples lives? If you were contemplating your own death day in and day out because of one of the worst feelings you've ever experienced, would you really, truly, have time to worry about anything else?

It doesn't work like that. It's not that easy. Thinking that will cure everything is just as absurd as Holly taking away my Marilyn Manson music because she thinks that is 50 percent of the problem. When you're dealing with something like this, you can't just step outside and do some extra activities and think everything is going to be OK. If it works for the mean time, it eventually comes back. I recently started being extremely social again, and I was fine when I got out and was with people, but as soon as I got home, I felt it all over again, and immediately began cutting myself again.

I have no respect for people like you.

It's a way to get attention so that they can get some kind of help. I turned to the forums for help when I started cutting myself. Sorta helped, sorta didn't. It's easier to turn to help from people online who you will never meet. A few days after I started cutting myself, I asked people for help from this site. It took me weeks to actually talk to a friend that I knew in real life whom I could actually trust. It's difficult talking to people close to you, because you're not sure how they'll react or if their opinion of you will change, and you're afraid it might change your relationship with them.

Seriously, get out of this thread. You'll only make his situation worse.

It doesn't work like that. If you bottle everything up inside, it gets worse. It builds up, and THAT is what can ultimately cause someone to commit suicide.

If you don't understand the situation, shut the fuck up please. Hes not an attention whore, hes looking for help. And its obvious you dont care about ANYONE truly, or else you would not be the insensitive jackass I "see" before me.

I can't believe you found this funny. You need to get the hell out of this thread too. "Lizardman" is a REAL person, going through REAL depression, contemplating REAL suicide. It isn't a joke. If you find this the least bit funny. please get OUT of this thread. You're only making the situation worse.

WTF?! How the hell would you know? Many of the people who say they want to kill themselves DO want to kill themselves. Telling other people about it though is an attempt to get help before they actually do it.

Honestly, truly, you're a horrible person. I cannot believe you'd wish for ANYONE to kill themselves. You don't even know this person in real life, you don't even understand his situation.

The point is, as I've stated before, hes looking for help from people he *doesnt* know most likely because he finds it very hard to tell people he knows in real life.

Because it's kind to HELP your fellow human being.

Honestly, if I had created this thread and you said that about me, my chances of killing myself would be increased, just because of that insensitive and ignorant comment.

Who the HELL brought YOU into this world? I'm sorry (not really) but he doesn't need to hear these fucking comments from an asshole like you while hes in the state of mind hes in.

Is this really what the human species has come to?


Lizardman, I know what you're going through. Please don't mind any of the jackasses that have responded to this thread. Please try to get some help though, please, please, please. Even if it seems like some major assholes don't care about you, remember there are people that truly do, and I'm one of them. I don't want you to kill yourself, and no one should have to feel miserable day in and day out. I found it extremely hard to tell anyone in real life about my problem, but I managed to tell my parents that I wanted to find out if I have depression, so they scheduled me an appointment with the psychologist (might be psychiatrist. I actually dont know. theyre just going to see if i have depression or not). What I REALLY want to ask my parents though is if I can get checked into the erm... mental hospital, I'd guess you'd call it... well.. rehab place.
Go to your guidance counselor even. Talk to them about it. Talk to a teacher you trust. I was considering talking to my photography teacher about my situation.
People do care about you, and we do want you to get better.