I Am So Fucking Angry

I think the ones that turn out fine are the ones who know how to cope with PEOPLE, when life isnt just a slice of pie

 

id bet, im happy to say nobody in my family believes in guns, never had a gun in my home, including when i was a kid never had toy guns except for super soakers, but i had to grow up listening to alot of top 40 music and alot of real bad country music, and that can be just as bad as guns in my eyes, it helped rot my brains, but i can say i was at a beach boys concert before i was even born haha thats something to say haha

 

i will fucking kill him
if he ever does anything ever again

 

we do live in canada, thankfully

 

Lets see...in a nutshell...I spent a good 2 1/2 years with him since I was 16. It turned ugly after a year and I ave been deeply emotionally, mentally, and mostly physically abused.

I have not seen him in awhile, knock on wood, due to him being american and moving back, but I was recently being violated by him constasntly through email, and twice through him posting intimate photos he had of me on here. Which hurt me very bad..

I finally broke free of it all

 

She told him very clearly that if he spoke to her again, she would file cease and desist orders, start the proceedings for a harassment suit, and tell his mom.

It was beautiful. Caitlin's a scraper.

 

lol and tell his mom :H

I once walked into his house with a bleeding nose and tears in my eyes hoping to god his mom would notice and she was busy on the computer. damn. I needed help a long time ago

 

nobody wants their mom to hear about the bad things theyre doing, its not a bad thing if theyre mad, its bad when they same im not mad im just really dissapointed in you, ive only heard that once from my mom, ouch cut through me like a knife, haha but she was definitally overreacting in my eyes i wasnt doing anything wrong, just smoking weed in my car in the parking lot at school, and telling my principal who caught me to try it because he needs to mellow the fuck out

 

fuck caitlin
next time i see him i'll fucking going to kill him

i can't believe i helped you pack to go away with him
i wish i'd known

 

I didnt even know! It wasnt until after that

 

alright
man
{{hugs}}

 

he should die in a highly embarassing and public manner.

 

xoxox

 

I'd murder my way across Idaho to find him.

Really, that's like 3 people and several thousand cows, so it wouldn't be too bad.

Ass.

 

i'll come with you
i like murder

 

Im in love with you all. deeply.

 

God you're hot!

 

See I can't handle that shit. A guy beat my best friend up (he happened to be my neighbor at the time) and I told him that his parents would only be able to find him once his body started to smell from rotting. Of course I know to put lyme on that shit....but he got the point. haha

 

love you caitlin
no one can fuck with you while i'm around
i need you to help keep me girly
i'm pretty much out of girl friends now that caitie and sarah and alex have left the province

hanging out with guys is fun, cause i get to burn stuff and shit
but i need our hair appointments and stuff

lode, you might get frightened if you give me a knife
people often do
my friend phil gave me one to cut my apple last night
just cause i started licking the knife he took it away

 

I am getting my hair, eyebrows, and brazilian done on wednesday :H

...I also have no other girl friends but you lady. I have acquaintances though