the world is full of psychoactives. Vanilla essence contains alcohol nutmeg, carrots, and celery, parsley and dill have been shown to contain myristicin, chocolate contains N-acylethanolamines and theobromine. you cant escape it.
This thread wins. I think the logical step to take, since you've botched your commitment to Edge anyways, is to go all out. If you're gonna be kicked out, you might as well deserve it. Coke, pills, booze, hookers and debauchery.
Oh man, you can't imagine the temptation brah, but you know, I just won't be the same person then, I would like loose all my individualism and would be like the rest of the worthless poison huffing people down there. I don't want to be like them, I felt unique when I was sXe... but now, I just don't know man, I just don't know.
Dabble. When you're doing lines of coke off the hooker's ass, you'll know you made the right decision. You'll be dead fucking certain, in fact. You'll retain your individuality -- I mean, how many people ever do this in their lives?-- AND you'll have a good story for your friends at sXe.