I called a shelter today.

I mean it too. Don't listen to negativity right now. Don't wait for him to get back.

Don't doubt this course of action. It's hard but it's the right one, and it's what you have to do.

Do it. You can. Stay strong. Stay with friends for a few days Trish.

If you do this you can change your life.

Call your friends now.

 

okay. gotcha.

 

Don't even ask question. I promise you this is the right thing to do. I know a lot about your life. You've brought it all up.

And It'll be so easy after this first step.

Do it now. Right now.

 

You're going to be so proud of yourself. Honestly.

 

I KNOW I Will. I believe it. Once I get past this, it's a new world lode. its just not easy.. fuck but I KNOW it's right. its soo right

 

n hell yes. itll be hell at first but once that passes ill finally be able to be proud of myself. no joke. ill be OKAY for once.

 

The sooner the better. The part of your brain that looks for patterns is going to try to make yourself feel uneasy about it. Humans are a pattern finding beast, and your pattern right now is this chaos.

Rebel Trish. Don't even wait. Today. I mean now.

You're futures entirely in your hands today.

Do it.

 

this will be the more difficult thing i ever did in my life cause as of now...fuckkk i dont even know what to do...where to go... so i gotta not only make the biggest chance that'll help me but i gotta figure WHAT to do. where to go. its not easy. sure i could crash for a dip. and i will but what is the real solution? its a HUGE life change that is hella worth it but its HARD (mad hard) to know where to start.

 

should i just show up at the shelter?

know it'll suck for a dip but itll be worth it?

 

Crash for a bit. Hear from your family. If that doesn't work out, the shelter. I know it's not what you want to hear but it's what you must do.

It's going to get harder the longer you sit. Call your friends now. Think it out with someone you really trust.

Right now Trish. I can't help you. Nobody here can.

Be brave and help yourself. I promise in 6 months if you do this and you never look back at this life. In 6 months you'll be starting to be whole again.

Do it now.

 

this could be the best day ever. imma go to the shelter. they are there for a reason. one hour or less n im there. thanks spence.

 

do it and don't look back

 

If you can't stay with safe clean friends tonight...

Yes.

Bring a nice book. The people there will be going through the same thing.

You'll be safe. And there you'll be able to sort your life out.

Your not doing that here.

Todays that day Trish. Make your choice.

 

unfortunally the people i really trust arent in situations that are welcome to helping.. not their fault, just reality. i think the shelter is my best idea. although itll suck. but worth it. all i gotta do it is stay away for a dip, get some cash then i get my own apt n money.

ill do it.
wish me luck.

 

This will be the day you change your life if you choose. Don't look back. That first steps the tough one.

Don't wait. Take a breath, pack up. Leave.

It's for your future. I promise.

 

i wont look back. fuck him for hurting me. and seirously. good on me for being able to get out. itll suck for a mad dip but good on me.

i apprieciatte the support n i DO mean it.. ill DO it.

 

I'll wish you luck. But you don't need it because your making the right choice.

I have faith that you can do this. Today's your day Trish. Face it.

And leave.

 

word. imma do it. no joke.

hardest thing i ever DID but the hard things welll.... they make life go too if u go thru it.

 

I believe you.

Do it. you will succeed if you make this step.

Take care of yourself girl. Everyone heres behind you. I know it doesn't seem like that because you've been acting a bit crazy lately.

But people act crazy in crazy situations.

Save your life. All the best.

 

That's a very brave choice.

Fortune favors the brave Trish.

All my love goes to you on your journey. You'll succeed if you do this.