hah funny how you have nothing to say back...because you're the one who talked shit about 'your friends' on here the whole time where I never said a word. I'm sorry you talk so much shit that you can't be trusted that comment you made about laura...first night we were in the car and every visit after should have clued me into what a superficial and egptistical bastard you are. I hope your finding youself happy in portland now where there's not a 'problem of too many fat people' because we alllllllll know that you're so fucking perfect...and then for you to give me an inferiority complex and make me wanna puke up food in your bathroom but talking about how much you fucking dislike fat women and now you're dating one whose a million times larger then me just shows how you mind fucked me! it wasn't preference you wanted to cut me the fuck down and YOU fucked me up and I am pissed over it I am so mad and it just had to come out phewwwwwwwwww
really Lyns, it's time to stop, go get a lowfat smoothie or something, just... back away from the internet for a few hours, ok?
i hope you guys both get banned. everyone else does that acts like this on here. people need to learn to act like adults
well that's great then that the friendships not based on appearances beacuase everything else in his life is. and Laura I'm sorry that was my fault for airing that out here where you could read it. whether i like you or not I shouldn't have said that. and I wish you never routed for the two of us because I have a hell of a lot more work to do now then I did a year ago and I am glad I dated others when I was with him and got the attention Ic raved, honestly am. If he couldn't do the work to mantain me then he ddidn;t deserve to have me.
i needed to and i feel better now. i can air my personal shit out whereever i please...as i certainly cant tell anyone or talk about it to anyone out here. cant be perfect all the time ya know so yeahhhhhhh sometimes ya just gotta get it the fuck out or it eats you
oh man.... know what's funny or should i shut up? i prolly should shut up but i think its HILARIOUS that i see the same people that started shit with me in the past over something DOING THE SAME THING afterwards... oh my.... i mean if you're gonna give someone a hard time and call them a terrible person because of it, dont be that much of a hypocrite to do practically the same thing afterwards... anyways if you two wanna fight, you should fight in private. honestly though, youd both prolly be better off just not talking to each other. you dont have to like everyone but you also dont have to make a big deal about it. there are two guys here that i cant stand and that i think are the scum of the earth but i try not to fight with them in public... mostly because i dont give a damn but eh.... you know....
the phone light owns all, no one knows about that shit, works best when ur drunk trying to find them damn keys n shit
I didn't intend to send a blank CD out. If you search your pms, you'll find a message from me that says Lynsey, you are my Tangerine, my Naive Melody, My 40 Reason, My so Perfect and My Bittersweet - something along those lines. I forget the exact sentance and how I phrased it, but it was about five songs I sent you concerning how I feel, the songs were significant to me, the number significant to you because I know you love the number five. There was a lot of thought in it. I burned the CD listened to it in my home probably 30 times in tears, welled up in emotion. The CD didn't work in my car though, so like I said, maybe it was demagnitized or something. But GOD, ALLAH, BUDHA whatever holy figure as my witness, I didn't send you some blank CD for the purpose of fucking with you. I would never intentionally send you a blank CD. I put more thought concerning the songs that represent how I feel into that CD than ANY cd I've ever made. so don't go calling me out as some fucked up bastard and again why are you enraged towards me tonight? what the fuck have I done to deserve this?
the funny thing is. I DONT want to fight. I responded about how I changed the light bulbs in my new apartment and she came after me I don't want this and I certainly don't think I said or did anything to instigate it. someone correct me if I'm wrong? I made a post and she made one that was passive aggressively directed towards me and I responded wtf?
You wanted to make it sting and you did. I accept your apology. Do you ever listen to yourself? Maintain you? Lynsey maybe one day you'll see relationships in a different light. It's not about maintaining. It's about complementing one another and growing with each other, and much more. Why do you crave so much attention? Are you that insecure with yourself you need to be reassured every moment that you are worth something? Coming from an arrogant bitch like myself I will tell you. You are worth something. Maybe one day you'll come to terms with that and then you'll find happiness.
