Me personally, I have seen some shit. And I have been through ALOT more than most could even handle. Because of my past I show my love to everyone, everyday, all the time. Whenever somebody I care about leave's the present moment I tell them that i love them because it COULD be the last moment we have.....But the again, not many people are like me or even have someone like me in their lives It's sad really. And I agree w/ you goovecookie, It IS a temporary solution to a permanent problem. The people who care about you have to deal with the fact that you selfishly killed yourself for the REST OF THEIR LIVES!! ~PeAcE & LoVe~