I have a weird fetish for evil things

That's sick.

That's abuse.

I'm sorry they mistreated you.

That's sick.

Somehow I don't think I can believe you.

I don't believe any of that.

I think you need help.

No. I don't think it is. From your entire thread I'd have to say that you were abused as a child and you need to be rehabilitated.

If you don't I am concerned that someday you just might carry out those evil acts you enjoy watching. Another Albert Fish in the making.

 

Yea this is not normal. And I cannot tell if you are posting this for shock value and to get attention or if you are serious. If you are serious you really need to get help. Do it if for no other reason than because you do not want to go to jail because I fear you may act on one of these thoughts later.

 

Sininabin: I am 23 and happily married to my best friend. I do not feel any lack of love in my life. He knows that I have these thoughts and does not approve of them, but he also does not condemn me for them.

Asmodean: Haha, not pop music, but I am actually a classical musician professionally.

Logan5: My household is slightly dysfunctional, and my mom did have a vicious temper for much of my childhood. However, I wouldn't call my upbringing abusive. There were times when my mother was harsh to me, but she also cared a lot about my success and as a result, I have achieved a lot in my life at a young age. I have a very good relationship with my parents and do not resent them for anything. I feel very cared for by them and I know that they would do anything for me.

AmericanTerrorist: I am serious about what I say. However, I believe that I have control over these thoughts. There are days when I feel especially like acting out on them, but I have too much sense to do so. I would not like to lose my freedom or destroy what I have achieved in my life. It helps to vent these things to others since it releases the tension of having to keep these thoughts secret. I have voiced them to others in the past and I have lost friends over it.