i have an addiction to pot

addiction to ketamine (and other drugs?)

 

sorry when i get an idea in my head i need to type it out as fast as i can so i dont forget it lol

 

I've been toking for 2 years every single day morning and night and i'm definitely addicted. But, to quote a great artist, "these problems are the good ones to have." It's my lifestyle, and even if i was sober every day, i would have just as much good and bad in my life- how big an issue is becomes relative to what you have dealt with already.

My best advice is to not ask for advice. The answers you seek come from within my friend, do not worry, life is long and offers much while it takes just as much away. Ride the roller coaster of life, and if the problem is big enough that you need to seek help online, then maybe you need to drop it all together and not ever think about it again. But i think you may be blowing it out of proportion.

 

Thanx for that dude makes me look at it a little different

 

My addiction to ketamine and alcohol still continue because they are widely available/accepted and cheap in my social circle, this is no excuse though i use because i got into a habit and extremely strong mental addiction!

Basically what i was trying to say in my post before is you shouldn't just recommend drugs to people all the time on these forums as with drugs people are always trying to find a little excuse to keep using or use something.

'oh man look how fucked up he is from k, let's smoke another 1/4 of weed we're fine in comparison'

I've even looked through threads on my main forum and saw people with way worse Ketamine abuse stories than me and actually used it as an excuse to keep using!! Crazy man, enough of that though... To fuck am I gonna piss blood down the toilet!

 

Ya, people can be "addicted" to anything. Chocolate, Everybody Loves Raymond or jerking off to fat chicks could be and are addictions. But...it's not like an opiate or certain tranquilizers where there are physical withdrawals.

I was chronic for over a decade but when it was really time to focus on my dream, I was able to drop it easily. Sure I missed the taste, smell, high and camaraderie or brotherhood involved in it.

Guess what, now that I have my shit together, years after I stopped smoking it for breakfast, lunch and dinner, I indulge in a toke on the weekends when I can enjoy it and I don't "need" to have it. The best thing is that now I don't have to smoke an OZ a week to get high.

 

i smoke throughout the whole day, but i only take a hit or 2 at a time, like every hour or so, i dont even go through an eight in one day. an eight probly would last me 2 days. So its not like i am smoking massive amounts, its just on a constant basis

 

an eighth in two days?! if that's good weed, that's a lot (and i suspect expensive)
i smoke every day (and too much in my opinion), but i can make an eighth of dank shit last AT LEAST 4 days, and that's if i'm sharing

 

hmm well maybe not an 8th every 2 days, but pretty damn close, plus i alwaays share my buds with my buds, so i dont smoke the whole thing to my face, but pretty close