I just don't give a shit.

When I as seriously depressed I thought tha exact same thing. I came to relize after getting my life and mind back that that was the deppression talking. I have found that deppression will consume everything positive about your. I tuely recomend maybye getting a theripist. I and many people Ive met have greatly benifited from the assistance of a theripist and most theripists will not push the medication factor opon you if that is not what your looking for.

Also on another note if you are taking meds and they where prescribed by your primary care doctor, I would consider going to someone who specialises in depression, due to the fact that your basic doctor gets most of their drug info from web sites produced by the drug companies and basicly match your symptoms to a drug reference chart.

 

I've been following this thread, but not posting. Anyway, I'd like to say congratulations on the new girl and such.

Maybe a new relationship will be good for your depression. I know when I was struggling with depression, I met a girl, who is now my wife, she helped me to be positive about everything in my life.

May I ask, What makes you so happy about this girl? How'd you meet her? and Why did you try to detach yourself from her in your mind?

Best of luck.

 

lmfao

 

She's really unique. I had given up on finding a teenage girl that wasn't really annoying and typical, but she's different. We have a lot in common and she's a good person. I love just talking to her and I think about her all the time.

I met her on this site, actually. It's an Internet thing, and people call that all nerdy and whatever. I'm not ashamed in the least bit. It's not because I can't meet girls in real life, it's because I like her, plain and simple.

I tried to detach myself from her in my mind because I'm afraid of becoming really good friends with anybody for a while, let alone asking somebody out. Over the years I've lost A LOT of good friends and one guy in particular caused me a lot of pain. It hurts so bad to lose a best friend or anyone else close to you that it doesn't seem like it was worth knowing them after it's all over. But I think it really is worth it because you also enjoyed knowing them for so long, but it sure doesn't seem like it's worth it after it's over. I just try to avoid the pain of losing people by not letting anybody get close to me sometimes, but in the process I've probably passed up a lot of good people.

 

Yea, I know I'm lucky to have him. I know my grades don't idenitify me to most people, but they do to colleges and that's what worries me.

Thanks man.

 

Well, Congratulations. I do not see anything wrong with online relationships. Did you perhaps meet her in the chat room? I only know a few of the younger girls like.. Courtlew, or somthing like that. Alawlesslulu and deadlove, and nynysuts. if you need someone to talk to about girls, i'm here.

 

Yea, it was in the chatroom. She's deadlove.

Thanks man. I appreciate it.

 

I loved talking to that girl. It's been ages since i've gotten to speak with her. I loved her attitude the most. Best of look to the two of you.

 

Yea, her attitude is wonderful.

Thanks.

 

Think about this: if you truly did not give a shit, would you have posted this? Just consider this.

Peace and love

 

you're 15.
just wait until you meet the psychedelic plants.
there is an abundance of love everywhere.

 

Im glad im not the only 15 year old kid who's sad.

But really im not depressed anymore, ever since I watched the movie scarface I've thought: Shit, that guys awsome thats what I wanna be like. So now I walk around thinking im untouchable and latley I've been making plans to hurt others tha have done wrong to me.. It's awsome. It makes me feel like im the best

 

that was one of the saddest things I've read on this forum.

good luck with that one, kid.

 

Sorry didnt mean to post - pay no attention to this

 

I lol'd.

 

Good

But really dont ever kill yourself thats the pussy way out. But I really was being honest about that movie changing my life.

If you have to be a dick to some people to make yourself feel better do it. But only to people that deserve it.