when im sober, im annoying, have a one-track mind, zone out alot. and im a lil insecure at times. but when im high i feel confortable, i know what to say. im not the least bit anoying and have an open mind. and dont zone out [oddly enough]
i dont like the way i am when im sober, cuz im usually kindof selfish and i keep pretty quiet. im really insecure about everything. when im high, its weird cuz sometimes i am really happy and outgoing and i have a much better time, but other times, usually when there are a lot of other not-stoned people around, i get even more insecure and paranoid and it ruins my high. damnit i dont know what to think... i guess ill just toke more