I loathe dependent losers who talk about their "BF" all the goddamn time

The only thing I found shocking here was that Libertine mentioned having friends.

 

Penny,

1) This thread was a rant.
2) It has nothing to do with you. I don't even know you.

This is a thread about my own experiences with my friends and others around me with a morbid, humourous bend. That's all.

If you took it personally, I apologize. I didn't know you considered yourself a dependent loser. I don't consider you one.

I love you as a online pal.

I am sorry that you took this as a personal attack on yourself. It wasn't aimed at you at all.

If you choose to believe that, you can. But, I only wish that you'd realize that I was ranting on my own close friendships.

And seriously, you need to calm down. No one hates you. Definitely not me.

 

And neither do you know me.

See, I live with someone who pulls this kind of shit all the time. They can't see beyond themselves to all the other people they hurt with threats or attempts. I know depression but since you're not thinking about anyone else but yourself when you spout suicidal crap, someone else has to take care of the people you're hurting. And having been in that position for a very long time it makes me incredibily bitter and angry when I hear other people cry suicide.

 

Whatever... I think I'm having a panic attack I don't even mind fuck me... I am seriously breaking down right now I should leave and call my doctor

 

Girl, seriously.

You are blowing this up into something completely non-related.

If you think I am so cheap as sell out a friend, you're wrong. If anything...it proves that I stand by most of my friends even when I think they are crazy!

And as for the "die" part. Please.... You think I seriously want people dead?

I have already stated the reason of this rant. You are choosing to ignore that.

I will say it again: LIBERTINE DOES NOT HATE PENNY. LIBERTINE DOES NOT THINK PENNY IS A LOSER.

This thread has nothing to do with PENNY.

You are projecting your own guilt, not me. You need to calm down and get control of yourself.

 

I'm sorry. I hate myself. I had a bad day, and I'm getting pretty desperate with my situation. I'm moving back the states soon and you know what I have to expect... I've never been more emotionally fragile in my life and I take everything personal when I feel like this... I'm just a loser, that's really the way I think of myself right now and for freaking out over all this. I've been through too much and although I'm trying hard to stay optimistic and strong... some days like today I just can't fake it and just got a sample of what this break up as turned me into. My self confidence is very very low, I've been lied to so much that I don't trust anyone anymore, and I've been betrayed by so many people who I thought were trustworthy that I couldn't have reached a more sour state. Please forgive me. I'm just really fucked-up in my head

 

But I'm glad you don't hate me at least for being so dependant on Nick and thinking he's gonna come back... because I think he's my soulmate... although you don't believe in that shit... it doesn't stop me from loving you though, I just felt like such a horrbile loser when I read your thread...

 

Time is going to heal all of this Laety. I am also going through a breakup, and what you are feeling is word for word what my wife has been telling me, its very common.

When you get back to New Jersey I would seriously love to meet up with you and we can talk and have some drinks, you might even make some new friends.....

In the end you may come to love this newfound freedom you have, its just going to take a little time

 

Thank you Gary, I love you... we'll get together for sure... whatever happens, if Nick are start over, soon or not so soon... I just need time, like you said. *hugs* Thank you so much for being so understanding... that SO what I need these days...

 

Wow, New Jersey. No wonder. WTF is in NJ?

 

Penny, I've been in a coma before because I decided I didn't want to wake up and face another day....I now know I would've missed out on sooo much.
Hang in there, you've probably got more friends out there than you think....You just maybe have yet to meet them.
*hugs*

 

*hugs back* thank you

 

all girls no matter what age all they do is talk abotu their bf and ppl.... the majority of boys are like that when it gets to their g/fs.... if ur g/f dumps u then the problem is in u.. becuase girls are less intellecutual than boys , the reason that girl contorls u and fuck u, is because u let her do that, and u ahve some BELIEFS that you should cry, beg , dono be as hit fuck before her eyes.. because all u want is PUSSY and u will do anything to try it =)))

 

you're stupid...

 

or he's hopefully just being sarcastic...

 

hehe yeah hopefully

 

Admittedly, my own responses were a projection/transferance as well. A gut response to everything I've been going through and since I can't lash out at the manipulative bitch that's ruining my husband life with her constant suicide talk for fear I'll end up with a starring role in her next death note and estrange my husband from the rest of his family- I ended up lashing out at Penny.

I still think tossing out suicide threats is low ball and my thoughts on that are probably not going to change because of the degree of rage I possess BUT I do hope you get the help you need to deal with your problem and eventually find the strength to cope - for the sake of both yourself and for those around you.

 

But suicide threads shouldn't always be ignored... not everyone just says "I'm gonna kill myself" for attention... some people mean it, and then you get a horrible surprise when you find them dead... but I agree that those who just say that for attention are hurting the ones who care and it's very selfish...

 

Chicks are out of their fucking minds! You should try to stay out of the friend zone. This is where they tell you about their bf. When a chick starts to tell you about her bf, change the conversation to sex and tell her about it. It's just as rude, and later when she thinks of you, she'll think of sex!

Bustramp

 

bustrampo- knows what hes talking about..
lakeshore or wahtever and penny- alli can say is blind eyed you are... too bad its ur life.