from one narcissist to another I have just a few things to say. the way you write and talk about you life indicates that you still have much to learn. I would hope when the day comes where I understand the world it would give me the foresight to work the petty pain of high school. As one artist to another the only way we can learn is with humility. No matter how good you are at music without a more humble attitude you will stunt your musical potential. Whether you end up playing on the street or in an orchestra if you stay this boy who wrote here you will be robbing your future I have no interest in law, and in fact you sound like a lawyer. This could be why they have such a bad name. But, really I figure if you know the world and are love life so much it is causing it to suck you would not mind what I have said. Read about Budda I like to think that a man who understands the world would be like him.