I smoked crack last night

some people would.....

 

I realize this... I can guess that people who are close enough to Penny to do something are apparently not helping- for whatever reason. I don't know her content of character but must assume that she is a nice person- she certainly is attractive enough but my guess is that what might be a very beautiful person is being obscured by a rather profound drug problem... and she can now add crack to her resume.

 

if you are gonna be a drug addict, you might as well smoke crack too

 

You do have a point... no sense in being half-assed if you're bent on self destruction.

 

I do lots of drugs, and even I can see that you are being self-destructive, Penny. Not only will it destroy your insides, but it will deteriorate your pleasant exterior. We haven't talked much, but it's not hard to tell that you are a beautiful person, inside and out, and this kind of destructive behavior will flush all of that beauty down the toilet.

 

You say you don't understand how people get addicted to it, yet at the same time you also said, after one night of smoking, "I really want it right now, but never again". I'm pretty sure that's what every crackhead in history said after their first time.

I'm not saying you aren't capable of just trying once, or that it isn't possible, because I did it one time myself. Smoked about $400 worth of crack in one night. I was supposed to help my mom move the morning after, but I was sooo strung out and tired I couldn't. Not to mention we didn't have a pipe so I smoked crack out of re-rolled cigars.

You're a sweet girl, and I hope you find your way. I've done sooooo many drugs it's out of control, and I'll be the first to admit that crack is the one to be scared of. It's so easy to lose control without ever realizing you're out of control. And once you start trying to justify future use, that's when you've lost.

Be well.

 

Oh, and I'm curious to know how big of a blunt it takes to hold 3g of weed and a whole gram of coke.

 

Because in order for help to be had, you have to REALLY want it. You could be surrounded by people that want to support you but that big first step is always your own choice and your own decision.

Unless you're talking about the kidnap you when you're not expecting it and drop you in a rehab against your will kinda help. That kind of help is harder to come by because nobody wants to be the bad guy there.

 

A White Owl in the tube. We usually smoke 3.5g blunts. A gram of coke doesn't take up a whole helluva lot of room compared to weed, so it wasn't all that hard to fit in there. It was rolled by my friend Gordy, and he can roll the fattest blunts I've smoked. We call them "Gordy blunts".

 

don't be so arrogant
you really wanna risk it and turn into this?

 

hahaaaa I've smoked crack before. I find it hillarious....meet ya under the subway where we can find somone with a crack pipe?

 

come on though how funny is it for the whitest girl in the room to say...ah this one time I did crack...it's funny as hell. One time is no big deal, you guys are being way too harsh.

 

What does being the whitest girl in the room have to do with it?

 

Ive met A LOT of white crack heads so Im not sure....

 

Yeah man. Everyone I know that has smoked crack is white.

 

Ack! Omg... its the attack of the eyes! Weird...

 

people who are not white think it's hillarious when I tell them I have tried crack before. White people don't think it's that funny because most of them have never tried it and typically don't where I live. They have more of a shocked and worried reaction where my black friends continuously joke about it because most of them have also tried it once.

 

Those appear to be the eyes of a crackhead.

 

Weird, I guess it's just different up here though I'm surprised because we're both in Cali..
The crackheads up here are the white, Kid-Rock-esque trailer park kids.

 

really? Yeah it must be different. I know in LA there's a lot of white crackheads, white females imparticular who prostitue themselves. Down here it is primarily black and asian men.