I smoked crack last night

Worse than crack, perhaps?

 

Well said Pinkfloyd! (By the way, are you ready for the Plant Ecology test on tuesday? It shouldn't be too hard.)

I wouldn't even want to smoke crack. My brother just went on a crack pipe mission though, but he wanted it to smoke pure DMT instead of crack. DMT is more fun than crack.

 

I sooooo agree, especially with the bit I bolded.

You said that your guy left you because of drugs, but now you're doing those drugs yourself? Screwy world gorgeous

 

some people can deal, some people can't, and i put penny firmly in the "can't" category. she's a walking daytime drama.

 

Haha, oh man, I've still got studying to do for that. But I don't think it'll be that bad, either. Hopefully. I dont Erik will make it too mean. Right now I'm studying for plant tax (i.e. reading hipfourms, lol). Fun times fun times.

Well I'm glad I'm getting some backup here. I wasn't trying to be mean, only truly concerned for a sweet girl's wellbeing. I hope Penny acknowledges these feelings, especially from those who have "been around a while" (i.e. me, you, KC, ihmurria, madcrappie,etc).

 

I don't know you Penny, but from reading this post and some others..
You seem to derive your sense of self, & self worth from others. Like the guys telling you how mature you acted while you were smoking with them.
In order for you to stay healthy maybe try to make sure that isn't the case, & if it is find a way to change that.
You seem very bright, & of course, you are very beautiful. Many people would stand in line to destroy those traits for kicks to make themselves feel good. Please be careful, dear.

 

Hopefully she will understand, I don't want Penny to think that I am just judging her or anything.

Yeah, Erik does sometimes throw out some tricky questions, but hopefully he'll be nice.

 

yessir.

 

Has anyone noticed that penny hasn't posted on this thread for about 4 pages now?

 

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Jesus If I could count the number of friends I've seen lost to crack, I'd never be able to stop. Please, for your own sake, don't do that again!

It's a terrible, terrible drug!!

 

The problem with blow and crack is that the willpower to stay away is there while you're sober. After a case of beer, its a whole 'nother story.

 

I really appreciate you guys concern, but you worry for no reason, I'm fine, I'm not a crackhead, I hate crackheads, I do not have a drug problem, and I won't do it again! It was just a one time thing... see this might sound stupid but I wanted to be able to relate... now I can... and I can be more understanding, and helpful. I always say, when you don't know, shut up. Not you, I mean... all those doctors who try and help drug addicts in rehab, what the fuck do they know what they're talking about? I'm not a drug addict at all though, I don't use drugs often enough to even be called a "druggie". And if I posted this here it's not for attention, you judge me you don't even know me... I'm just... talking... I don't know. But I appreciate your concern, no need to worry though, actually, I'm quite happy right now.

 

Haha, yep....

 

I was about to say the same exact thing....
I say that to girls ll the time.

if your 21 you are not mature trust me.

 

oh my dear lord.......... you smoked crack just to relate????????????

that is insane..........

you dont have to touch a hot stove to know that its hot!

I guess that means everyone should molest young kids to relate to priests, to know what they are going through.....

you dont have to relate to know how bad crack is........

that is indeed the stupidest thing I ever heard.

alot of crackheads also said that they were just going to smoke it once. just to "try" it.

smoking it once wont make you relate to a crackheads problem, maybe you should do it more to be in their shoes?? YOU arent any better than a doctor....

seriously though, thats just crazy.

 

IM really concerned with this....... smoking crack just to relate to nick's problem.

that is the stupidest decision I ever heard.

and I still firmly believe she has a hardcore obsession that is just going to ruin her life.


but yeah, Im enjoying this soap opera.

 

he's a crack addict. I thought he just had an alchohol problem (like that is not bad enough).

Ditch the guy Penny...you're gorgeous and if you spend sometime without this guy you will also be smart, funny and charming-bad men can drain you of that.

 

I smoked crack a few times when I was younger. From the way Penny is talking about it, she said something like "it was like cocaine" tends to make me think she got some beat shit, or is making up a story. Because the first time I tried it, I felt as if I was lifted off the ground with heavenly body buzzes, and then slammed right back into the street. Sure it IS cocaine, but to even mention this is rediculous becuase it is way more powerful that banging out a line. But, thats just my opinion, maybe Penny is just naive.

 

Alright, Nick is not a crackhead, he smoked it like twice... Nick is not addicted to any drug, he's just an alcoholic, and likes drugs a little too much but he doesn't have an addiction to any of them. Nick has a job, and he's going to NYU, he's a great writer, and he goes to rehab 5 days a week, plus AA every week. He is still dealing with his father's passing. You guys are harsh, besides not knowing what you're talking about. As for me, I'm not obsessed with him, I just love him very much and act like any loving person, and also a best friend. I'm here by his side and I want to, and my life isn't gonna be ruinned... it may be tough for a bit but it will be worth it, and right now, I'm perfectly stable, and happy. You guys don't know, I don't come here and talk about it anymore. Why? Because I'm living my life, and I'm content.

Now the crack thing WAS a one time thing to try it... and I'm not saying now I can related to crack addicts, but I can understand why people love it so much... there... and no I don't think I should molest kids to understand a rapist's pov but I'm sure it would make things a little clearer in my head if I could share their insanity... right? I don't think I'd want to, though... but come on, smoking crack... what's the big deal I'm not a stupid kid, I AM mature for my age not only crackheads said it, pretty much... everyone around me says it, except my parents haha... guys you don't know me, you take me WAY too seriously, distort my stories, take my threads and make assumptions based on them but this is a fucking forum... jeez... chill