^^"My brother has ADD and drives a Ford Focus. I tried to tell him that joke once but he got distracted by a squirrel." Zack Gallifanakis. Stay Brown, Rev J
You can't know yourself, your not complete yet. There is no end, only becoming, sometimes the right drug can help that process, sometimes its up to you. I find it hard to believe no one told you to simply up your dose
And what have you based that on? Reality? I already told myself, I'm doing twice as much next time. Bought it today.
What do I base it on? Talk to me in a year and let me know if you have literally learned not a single thing, or forgotten a single thing, and if your beliefs and views are exactly the same, if you have the same plan for your life, or even the same understanding of the relationships of the world or other people, regardless of significance to you.
If you think alienating yourself from your friends, destroying your body and soul and becoming a completely violent, loud, paranoid and obnoxious asshole would be cool, then by all means - try meth.