I wanted this girl until I had her

Totally fancied one of my friends exes. Out of the blue she heavily flirted with me at a house party. We had sex that night. I totally depend on getting a girl off with foreplay and various other non penile penetration activity. ( I have a very tiny penis and undependable stamina when actually fucking.) She weirdly had absolutely no interest in anything but actual fucking. Bizarre and I have never experienced anything like it before or since. On top of that she was definitely a size queen and I know her ex was very well endowed. I fucked her but of course it was only me who got any satisfaction ( I came in about 3 or 4 strokes) Fiirst and last sex with her but she was part of my social sphere and she told every one of her female friends how pathetic I was and how tiny my cock is ( some of them of course knew me) . My mate told me he dumped her because she was such a bitch - I very much suspect I was supposed to be a revenge or make him jealous fuck. Totally didnt work out for her and she became a bit of an outcast in my closer social circle but it damaged my own dating prospects and I had to find hook ups outside of it myself. I had a lot of female 'just friends' within my circle.