If aliens dont exist - how come this ?

I don't know what to make of these videos but I'm definatly a believer.

 

I don't know if this combo of crop circles and cows found castrated and dead in fields is a concurrent phenomena, but here is what happened to me.
The concentration of orbs came first in experimental high dosages one month apart with the brain being thought sped up by meth. Subsequent lengthing of intervals to 4 months apart still yielded a continuing myth like legacy of visions that seemed to be emanating from the same place and becoming more knowledgable in ways to torture me as I was allowing it. 'Give me your best show you fuckers' was my motto.
After the orbs and while they continued to show, a couple of times something like an invisible insect crawled up my legs and bite me on the gonad. I was in extreme pain and pinched it tight for a half hour and dared not let it go. It felt like the thing would bite my ball off.
Now these orbs are powered by sexual drive, the essence of all brainwave motor function power outside the body. Since ancient times the sacrifice of cows was ritual. The essence of the greatest sexual drive contains DNA coded commands from our ancestors who used to butcher cows. Eating is an acheivemnet in feeling happy and living. It is very possible that the latent subconscious power of a living persons mind orb seeks to derive happiness as a sacrificial ritual and take on the sexual drive power of another living being. I believe it was the Aztecs who who skinned their recently killed enemy and wore their skins as a ritualistic expression of becoming them or possessing them. The high energy I felt from this areas direction and it was one of the worst verified this.
It is very possible that your sexual desire and ability go down with older age because subconscious mind
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the thinking common consciousness of many has just requested I stop this explanation, so I will comply this time even though I don't always do so.........I prefer one of the differences between me as an individual and a group of peoples brainpower, to be that of unpredictability in reactions. Kept me alive so far as I have travelled thru the valley of the shadow of death and still live
There are far to many like visions explained on paramormal studies newsgroups that sre very similar from people who are totally sober to discount mine as drug induced.
Let's face it, living in harmony with each other is a full time occupation, for these days people are extremely toxic to each other if they don't try.

peace
Honor Seed

 

There is a possibility noone has ever had an original vision except me. All who have ever had visions before me and after me draw from my complete experience. The fragments of others' accounts being part of the whole of mine lend to this idea. Visions transcend time, there is no before and after.I have related to most all civilizations of the universe through the diplomats that materialized. The colored lights of my periphery orb flashed tonight and lite up the place briefly. No one can access my mind data for a peek without seeing the inner mind memory whole. That whole expands so rapidly to all points in the universe, the black of the eye funnels knowledge instantaneously. The ensuing insane feeling to anyone having the same memory as me, even for a short time might be like your light getting sucked into a black hole and forever disappearing from spectral etherial sight in the universe as we know it. So yeah, on the secnd thought, your mind trips may be an internal mind trip and mine are the only external relationships.

peace
Honor

 

That was strange man.