Im 14 and hes 17. AND IM HELLA CONFUSED! Help :]

nevermind.

 

Long relationship hardly ever work. Don't keep your mind fixed on this guy. Hunt for another. I remember having a distant relationship with someone in Birmingham and when I say distant I say 50mins away. I met her whilst on a day out in Brum but I only saw her twice in a year but spoke on the phone about 4hrs a day. I didn't get any though.

 

Ehhhh, ive gotten better. But I still really really like him.. I can't get over him. I remeber the first time I looked at him at the show, before I even knew him He gave me butterflys. I wanted to go and hide. because I wasnt used to feeling that way.. It's really bothering me. he asked me if I was talking to any one else. I told him no. Because im not. And I explained im that im to shy to just go up to a guy. And that im not secure enough with my self yet.... We just go into a deep convo about every thing. And I told him a lot of things I really never tell any one. We were talking on AIM. Witch is good, cause if we were on the phone. I would have started balling. I was getting choked up just talking about it on aim. I dont even know why. But he told me he feels like an ass when ever he talks to me. And he doesnt want to make things worse...I asked him why. He said because im so innocent.......

Do you think he knows how badly he hurt me? Or is he just stupid.. Or what?

:/