i'm a waste of oxygen

I got a spare bedroom in Fallon NV

 

I hope everything works out for you. Just keep your head up. You're not a waste of oxygen. You're obviously loved by everyone on here. Isn't that worth something?

 

can i have it?


boog can come too...


it'll be a party...

 

I've been feeling like I'm just wasting oxygen and taking up space for quite a while myself. I sure know how you feel.

 

sometimes i feel like all my friends want to die...


maybe it's me...:H

 

No, it's not you-they just want to die-it's just a coincidence.
I wanted to die a long time before I knew you, if that makes you feel any better......

 

you should write for hallmark...


happy thousandth post btw...

 

i tried to fuck a grrl who had open heart surgury. she had a huge zipperlike scar up n down her chest. i tried explainin to her about us gutterpunks likin scars. i licked her rippled zipper scar up n down.i told how im a zombi been dead twice n value these signs of strength. but her shame. dunno. me i got teeth baaaad teeth. but i smile n ask sum strange grrl hey cutey nice hawk u wanna fuck? does she worry? naw she does bad things to me. licks the scar runnin from one end of my jaw to the other. if a chic can give that why cant they take it?inequity does my head in.drink faster jonny. dun worry cutey i aint never seen or met ya. but ill trade ten blokes fer 1 scarred angry momma. bein angry helps. aint no man that dont wanna drink with angry grrls.key word bein man. if u bein fukt about ,stay comfy bein angry. me n u we get drunk n throw bricks at cops. dont worry i run slow n jail is fun too.

 

the email i got from him says.. his house isn't "child proof" .. my daughter is 4.. she's not a baby that touches everything. thats his reasoning.

 

i'm pretty pissed off and all freaked out now. i think when i'm at the festival .. i'm gonna make a sign that says


"homeless adopt us" .. and hope someone "adopts" us.. i really don't know what else to do. i feel like crawling under a rock and just staying there.

 

maybe.. i got nothing thought

 

knew this sister she had this baby n stuff. she wasnt pretty or nuthin. anyhoo first bit i knew her me n laura n her squated together.then her n laura did hair wraps on 4th ave . wed all go n get foodboxes by ourselves to get the most food. i sold weed cuz im from there n came back. if my foster mom was still alive sheda hooked her up. anyhoo had a national in flagstaff that year n we all went . im no hippie but sister was n got kicked down a rv from this old hippie.cant member her name cuz im a ****. anyhoo. she did allright . used to babysit while laura n her go do grrl shit. lil baby stagger about like a drunk. ganja balls n stuff.lil fucker drooled like a spigot . babys like my singin tho. you have fun they have fun. i always hated annie that ginger bitch.see im retarded. dont isolate yerself with yer parents or whatever yer in.people are scumbags but not mostly or maybe they can be good if its important .nm im an asshole doesnt obviate what . keep good company.my mom moved all about till she left n i had mad parents sibs . turned out good. no closets no limits tho.nm asshole im an asshole. be well

 

Where are your other 2 children? Boogabaah, I'm assuming your mother has them.

Is there a trustworthy friend or relative, to care for you 4 y/o daughter while you get on your feet financially? I read that you have a brother. Is he able to provide you with some assistance at this time?

Parents a wonderful piece of work. You are older than 18, it is get a job, go to school, your gay, your straight, so what, we a tired of you. It is time for you to go.

By reading some of your posts, I realize we are kindred spirits of a sort. I too have battle depression for most of my life. I totally understand how you feel. We do not fit into the "fuck up", "bullshit" of what society is suppose to represent. You give a shit and you love your little ones.

I was homeless about 20 years ago, for a time, when I lived in the bay area. I squatted, live on the streets, the whole fucking miserable nine yards. But, I did not have a small child. I lived in this type of horrific enviornment, until I was able to get room. Slowly, I was able to improve my living situation.

Hopefully, your father will come around. It is so fucked up, that he will allow his daughter and granddaughter potential homelessness because his "home is not childproof".

Good luck baby, and let us know how you are. As someone else on this thread stated earlier, we care about you.

 

i have to be out here now by the end of october...:H



let's start a hipforums flop house somewhere...

 

thats genius. im down for a flop house...

 

a warehouse... I can come and hose you down and bring weed occasionally .....

seriously Boog.... my thoughts are with ya.

 

i'll be charles manson...

 

seriously though i'd pitch in rent...


i'll start a thread...

 

Yes we heard .... now do you think this is wise to say?

 

charles never hurt anyone...:H