im bored and lonely

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you know what also sucks about not having a life...........like, I want a bf or something, but I don't want him to think I have no life or no friends or I'm a loser cuz I never go out. lol, random stuff. sorry.

 

I hate to add to the lonley abd bored list...but we are what we are



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exactly. .

 

Yay... we're all bored and lonely people with no lives! Let's party. Eh... come to think of it, I've never really been one to party... I'm a sad and boring person. Well, at least I think so, but when you've only got yourself, you get kind of fed up with him or her... I have no life. Yes... no life. You know, if I'm not out landscaping, I'm on the computer or playing guitar. Yep... that's my life. Usually I'm playing guitar at the computer.

 

actually, your life sounds like fun. you dont have to deal with the bullshit of breakups and what not

 

I know it rocks.... now... I need to get gigs and I'd be set... so... I have a landscaping business, I go on the computer, build guitars, fix guitars, play guitars... wow... yeah....

You know, outside of the internet... I don't think I really have any friends... well, I did... one I knew since I was 2, but I don't want to be around him because his family is nuts... his sister murdered the cat and he beat up his dog once... I told the NAACP eh... what the hell is it... well, it's the humane society.. but ... it has some lettered thoing and I forgot it, anyway... I had another friend I lent $40 a year ago and he moved about 30 minutes away and I haven't heard from him since... then let's see... who else... aah... Amber... she was my friend for about 4 years and my mom and her mom worked at the same place and one day I was talking to her and she told me she was moving Pennsylvania and then I didn't see her till this June and I heard she moved back in this year I saw her at my school and hardly recognized her but I still haven't talked to her since before she moved a year ago... I remember one time, I saw her in wal-mart and then she kept following me through the store... then at one point she quit following me and I wondered where she went... then I started following her and she noticed and she said hi, so then I ran away... then she followed me again and followed me all the way back to the register...

 

I'll be your friend!!!! Come to think of it, I could use some more................

 

Why didn't you talk to her?

Aren't there any people your age there?
(I'm already so so so bored just because it's one week that all my friends are gone somewhere, but a friend of mine is coming back tomorrow and others will be back on Sunday, and I'll go to Reggae festival on Saturday probably, too)
I mean, you will not find the people who will agree with you on everything, but whatever, even the girls that look shallow on the first view can be very nice and whatsoever good to chat...
Don't you make friends at school? Like in your class?
Because in my class (of 15 boys and 15 girls) we were all friends and knew each other, except for one or two who were kinda strange, but we still all felt them as friends, even though they lived in their own world, but we'd talk with them, we had no reason not to...

So, I tell you one nice tip; go outside, meet somebody (perhaps from your school) and be social, it's not hard, I believe, but then, I've always had many friends and 'friends'.

Love,
Borut

 

I didn't talk to her because when I saw her we were in the middle of graduation ceremony practice and she was across the hall and there were a million people running around trying to get to the auditorium. When I noticed it was her, I went "HOLY SHIT" and everone started looking at me. Well, there are younger people who live around here... they just don't have the same interests as I do and I can't really tolerate them, you know. Besides... yeah.. the people at my school are ok, but... where can I be social ... sometimes I play guitar on the street and meet interesting people... other than that or walking around wal-mart and running into people I already know, there really isn't any place I can go. Plus I don't like being involved with some people... I don't have anything against people who do drugs or anything... well, yeah, I kinda do, but a lot of people around here are just... burnt out drug addicts... I don't really want to be involved with them, you know. Like this one guy in my class who I hung out with, I found out he was dealing drugs at school and he got busted. That's pretty much why I'm not a social person... There isn't much to do in this town. They need a club or something with open mic around here. I could have fun with that... making music means making friends... having something to connect to, that's one reason I do it.

~ George

 

lol NAACP, thats some funny shit. I dont think I would mind having no friends in school, it might bother me a little but hey oh well. your life sounds like george, this summer the only friends i have are on the internet, and there was katy, but hse moved today and i dont think im gonna be seeing her again till august 3rd. but i dont mind, my internet friends are cool

 

also, staying at home and not going to parties and what not will keep you outta trouble, so theres another upside

 

Yep, same here..internet friends, way cool. I friends that I could do stuff with, but, I just stopped hanging out because a lot of the times I found it dull and boring, and found that I could have way more fun on my own, doing my own thing.

Orisino, I know where your coming from exaclty. I really don't like to hang out with a lot of people either, but, just in school if you just talk to a few people, and have at least 2 or 3 friends, then you will find that things just get a lot easier. You said that you can't stand them? Trust me, half of my "friends", or, uh aqquantinces I can't stand either. Even though they may have different belifs than you, you kinda just gotta put a smile on and go through it, that's what I do and it works. Yeah, it's crappy when they don't have the same belifs as you, honestly, I can not honestly say that I know ONE person that belives in the same things as me, but, you just gotta kinda go along with it.
Another thing, just htink, okay, I'll just talk to people now, and then, in a few years or so when I go off to college, I will NEVER EVER have to see these people again, and I can be better off with my people skills.
Sorry, this may just be a lot of rambling and not helping, but, I'm trying becasue I used to be the same way, very cynical towards other people and just think, "oh, well they don't like the same things as me so I won't hang out with them" but, I have found a lot of really awesome people.
My one friend, TOTALLY totally different from me as you can get, but, I became close with her and shes Indian, went to India, and brought me back some really cool things, so, just hang in there. And, if you still want to do your own thing, more power to ya.

 

well this is my life......Its nice though

 

no, no, no, that's the thing. I enjoy diversity. I just can't tolerate them.

 

By the way, I think you meant the SPCA.

 

close enough.

 

hah, okay...it's friday night, whos sitting at home? ME!!

 

haha thats funny

 

I actually went to a guitar siminar last night and this morning. But that's unusual, normally I'd be home. Like tonight and tomorrow... I'm going to be sitting at home... the usual, you know. I don't like the usual.

~ George