I'm dumping my girlfriend

huh. well. that's a good analysis by some who has very little info on the relationship. if a friend is a dumbass, well, you've probably grown apart. being treated disrespectfully by a friend is a good time to end a friendship that's going south.

 

yes, but what if it's only bad? It sounds to my like Lynsey's friend has always been flaky like this, and isn't getting any better with it. Not like she's never gonna speak to the girl, just not go far out of her way to help out the other person, to be there at 3am or suchlike

 

they are...

 

whoa I'm a very good friend. But there's only so much you can put up with before you start feeling hurt and rejected after you've listened to them cry just a few days ago for hours on end.

 

argh I turned downt he job offer in San Juan Capistrano...the last thing I needed was to work in a place that's even more stuck-up then san diego. I'm keeping my job until May and then want to work in a more economically disadvanteged area as I am sick of these peoples attitudes and expectations of how we're supossed to look, act use men...It's corrupting my soul.

 

lol. it IS TOTALLY a sign of where lynsey lives.

 

R/L stops at the State Line......heading into the state.

 

shit. i'm lost...what?

 

come on north county isn't that posh...alright it's pretty bad and stuck up and it kinda embarasses me hence why I just say I'm from san diego county on my avatar thingie. I'm not a product of my enviorment or my zip code though I am a product of how I was brought up and the good values that my mom and grandparents instilled in me. I'm not a snot just because I live next door to them!

 

and may I add that if Idid not live at home my ass would either be finding a man to support me or I'd be living in an apartment sharing a bedroom with another girl....it's sad that's how most situations are here 4 people to a two bedroom one bath

 

That movie was on the dish last night.
I forget who won the bet...


BTW it's usual/customary for Folks to double/triple up round here.
*frowns*

 

I know it's customary and sometimes I'm really embarassed of how spolied I am. I mean we have a modest house for the area we live in but I can have anything I want and it's apparent when somone sees my room or my closet or the cars ive had and I appreciatte all of it-a lot and I am a lot more down to earth and less excesive then my friends are. But I know that if at anytime I want something I can ask my mom or my grandparents and get it no matter what it is or how much it is. But to be honest I've never asked for anything in my life besides once when I was six and wanted this stuffed dog. That's the only time I;ve ever asked for anything from my family material wise. I could do without my possesions no problem, wouldn't bother me in the least as long as I was in the appropriatte enviorment for that. But yeah if I lived in the boonies I'd be happy to not have my clothes or jewlrey or bags and to just live in a small cabin with lotes of dogs and garden all day-in fact thats kinda my dream to have a life where I'm not professionally or socialy forced to conform to consumerism.

 

One White Duck / 0^{10} = Nothing At All

 

no I'm talking to me and whoever my journey partner is meant to be

 

the park?

 

My cabin and gardening were more metaphorical. I want to learn to be adaptable but still fulfill my dreams and I want somone who wants the same. I want to be happy with somone whether we live a life in the city having to wear over priced clothes or live a life in the mountains freelance writting and having lots of free time. Harmony is what I'm seeking not a particular life. Does this make sense?

 

yes it matters. I decided that it's time to actually cut ties...as Mary J Bliage says..NO MORE DRAMA IN MY LIFE

 

lol lynsey, i don't think you could survive in the mountains without the waxing and armani and makeup and highlights......

looking for harmony is good, finding somebody else who likes the things you like, but don't try to kid yourself over what you like... lol i'm still chuckling over san diego being economically disadvantaged compared to your other option... oh to live in ritzy southern california.... i lived there for a long time but i was on a military base, so i got a lot of both spectrums i think...

the whole thing blows my mind...

 

I have lived a lot of different lives in my life. I was also a military brat...fort ord.