well i moved here from cali to take care of my lady and my baby a yr later she ups an leaves me 10 days before marrige for some other dood i was so frickin depressed , all i could do is play music to feel better shitty time in my life
oh. sad to hear man... sorry about that... But, music made you feel much better huh? I dont know what it is with music... its like divine energy... funny how a sense, like hearing, can turn on so many emotions, and get rid of some.. We really are machines arent we?
man i hop you just feel a little better and remember there are ppl who care brother , one love warm beer and green nugs - tgs
Everyone is losing it Some just hide it better than others The people who appear perfectly normal Are really the ones who are stark raving mad Ya just gotta learn how to deal with the insanity It gets easier as time goes by... I think.. :H
I, for one, am NOT losing it. However, I'm still afraid of the dark. Always have been. So I never lost that. I sleep with my head under the covers.
haha yea man.. Im still afraid of the dark alot honestly... Ill check under my bed, and open my closet.. why?? I FFUCKIN DONT KNOW, my imagination is vast man.. I just. Ill be sleeping in my bed. and Ill be afraid that I feel a hand touching me from underneath my bed. when i imagine such things, i go check as quickly as possible
Ooooooooh, I'm like that too. I sleep all curled up in a little ball. The fetus. :H It's hell in the summer. My bedroom is in the attic. It's hotter than .... ... ... Jack Nicholson.
Denial is the first sign.. :H Just come to terms with the fact that everyone is losing it or has lost it in some way. Some are just more apparent than others. If you are telling me, you are COMPLETELY, no doubt about it, sane.. then you are more insane than a mental patient. Nobody is completely sane.. we all have our little freakishly weird oddities.. and we all have times when we lose it mayn.. its just a fact of life.. just human nature...
haha i never htink about checking nder the bed it starts to freak me out.one time i got so freaked out that i actually jumped on my bed so nothing would grab my feet i was never much of the "kid afraid that there was a monster in her closet"
I must agree with what you say.. I mean, some people really hide their being "freaked out" about the world. but yet, I am not quite sure... Ill talk to people about things that freak me out, things Ive experienced.. and theyll just go.. "dude youre a freak... get off the drugs bla bla bla"... Hek.. maybe they feel really down too. but is hiding it the best way?? I mean. I like to talk about it. learn things, perspectives from others. But then again, I doubt that everyone has seen and experienced things I have... Ive had a lot of freak moments, such as, sleep paralysis, contacts with entities, bad trips (a lot.. im just not lucky with drugs I guess)
See, its just human nature to hide their true emotions and act like "everything is ok" cuz we just want things to be peachy. So yeah, of course we are going to hide it in some way. If I told people some of the fucked up/weird shit that goes on in my head, they would probably think Im insane. But the only reason they say that shit to you is cuz they want to hide any imperfections they may have.. who knows, maybe they feel the same way you do, think the same things you do.. maybe they just arent brave enough to admit it or are in denial about it. And no, of course no one is going to have the same experiences as you. Different people have different thresholds of strangeness/scariness/paranoia according to everything they have been through. Someones bad experience could seem like nothing to you because you've had many far worse. But who's to say its any less of a bad experience? Maybe they just havnt been through as much as you. It just has a lot to do with a person, how they veiw things, and what their life has been like.
Hey I'm weird, but I'm not insane. I'm afraid of the dark, have a few issues with death, being raped, global warming, but I'm generally quite alright.
