hehe... so we meet again ... my beautiful Jelena (dude... to make this moment even more special... theres no one in my house now, and let's just say theres a lot of herbs in my drawer (all legally procured... DUH... although , all legally intense ), and i feel like rippin some lion's tail to be on the same radar lenghth man... i shall be right back) back... man... The green peas and children in the city of a thousand peasants are making a racket of melancholy in my head. Persuaving me to tell you Jelena , this 3 line story... Sail with me sailor, saler, and smearer... Sail with me to the seas of consciousness, - where the visciousness and conshshells grow weary. - Sail with me to the age of aquarius... - where you and I, and the sailor selling to the rich will be free........... * did you spot the 3 lines? Picture this... a simple dot <<.>>... picture it, right in front of your eyes... in the middle of your vision, but dont look at it... just ... picture it ... feel it and then close your eyes... As I have my eyes closed right now, I can still perceive it... but now, imagine it moving further out of reach, further, further... do you feel the train ? do you feel your <self> actually moving towards the dot, dont be frightened... you might feel rushes of cold and confusion...... its getting further, further further... but dont you feel it? This dot represents your <self> ... now bring it to whereever you may go... and hold on to this dot for eternity...
lion's tail, wild dagga, space alien dope... Its quite a strong feeling... I can feel that dimension again... this sheet of existance in me... my legs are not infront and my head is not on top... its just simply in the absolute... distance is relative and so is everything else... and here i am with this awareness once again just feeling my fingers and letters appearing on this screen... But dude... i dunno why i never did this before... the dot thing is so fuckin amazing. try it man... and when you close your eyes and push tdeeh dot further away, tell me what you feel... cuz im feeling my body completely propulse infront of me... man, i think ima go in bed soon and try astral projection. its been such a long time
yeah, the dot thing is awesome im listening to pink floyd too. i think im gonna lie on my bed soon and watch out the window...
i dunno man.. but im feeling it two, its beyond words... usually when this stuff happens i just tell myself "yea..." so.. yea
jelena man.. this is freaky, just out curiosity is there a white wall around you?. or a certain white part in your room on the wall... if so... then, holy shit cause tehres a white wall around me thats kinda like... not really normal, like its not my wall man wow nevermind . it all makes sense... i was in my old house in Ontario . looking at the ceiling... thats another great characterisitca of lion tail... memories, lucidity... and teh feelings attached to it, I felt the exact same emotions i felt when i used to gaze at the ceiling daydreaming before getting ready for a big day ahead... I felt so amazing man...
