JWH-018: Evil in powder form

Oh no, I'm totally aware of that. I was looking doran escape and jwh seemed like a godsend, only because it was so cheap and easy to use (or in my case abuse). That's why I'm fairly outspoken that my only real drug PROBLEM was with DXM, but I got over that pretty quickly. Your not being a dick at all, my problem definatly was emotional, and my own choices led to all the bad shit that happened. Maybe a more appropriate title for this thread would be, "What NOT to do with JWH-018" lol. I really couldn't help myself though. When you are in that emotional state, and you always have a way you can be high... You're always high. Does that make sense? I guess my point is only buy this shit if you know you are stable enough to resist the temptation. I know I could NOW, but I doubt I'll ever spend money on jwh again. Although I might give 250 a whirl... Pry not tho.

 

I smoked spice daily for about 3-4 months, I had days when I would smoke ALL day. Towards the end I was smoking about an O a week. It definitely made me more introverted, but I was already shy to begin with. I'm in college so I used to drink Thursday-Saturday and I pretty much completely stopped doing that. Which I guess is a good thing?

As far as making you dumber, no not at all, for me at least. I'm a senior engineering student and I'm making straight A's better than I was doing before I went on my binge. I was interning during that time, but I couldn't have smoked as much as I did during those 3-4 months if I was in school without killing my grades.

It's been about a month since I stopped, and stuff is starting to fall back into place. I'm starting to reestablish relationships with my friends. I still don't really feel like getting drunk anymore which is weird. And other things I used to care about aren't really important to me anymore, but I'm not depressed by any means.

Basically what I'm saying is keep your head up. This too shall pass, just stay away from the stuff.

 

That's what I'm saying. I had several revolations when I took acid, and I guess I feel somewhat normal again. My fucking friends though... That's really all I'm upset about right now. They're convinced that I'm still some huge fucking boof, which is ironic, because the main instigator of all this was both the best friend I've ever had, and THE biggest boof I know. A hundred times worse than I ever was, or am now (not at all...?). His argument is that he no longer likes Xanax, and thinks that I just take it because I NEED to get high. I really don't... I just get high because I like it, and especially when my friends bail on plans or some shit. He thinks getting high alone is aweful, but how am I supposed to do it with people if my own friends never want to hang anymore? It's just rediculous, he's convinced everyone that I'm something I'm not, and I basically just don't have anybody anymore. It's really the weirdest shit, I haven't changed a BIT, HE'S the one who's changed... I don't know, I'm rambling now. Do you get what I'm trying to say tho? It's fucked up...