lets talk about....

amy u got social anxiety or other anxiety issues? or a phobia?

that kinda thing can be very isolating i know a dear freinds like that

 

i hate social events.. this is why i like gigs so much, its too loud to talk and have conversations =D

 

depends on the events
at drum circles im too wrapped up in drumming to talk much
at gatherings when im not drumming usualy too caught up in other ppl's convos to add in my own input..st least sometimes
when hanging out with incredibly berilliant ppl like robbie or ram dass..although when was hanging with ram it wass funny wed just hangf out all day shotting the shit just talking like yad talk to any randim nobodym then ppl would come uop to him with very deep philosophical questions and was like hed switch modes from ram the dude to baba ram the guru, crowds would gather to hear him speak then when theyd finaly disperse hed be like so, what wre we talking about sand jump right back into the essy gijng buddy buddy kinda conversations from 6 hours earlier

i definately am not into the party scene anymore with drunkeness and stupidity, preffer much more intimate social interaction
i think maybe im just getting boring

 

i dont do the drunk & stupid thing (much), but i do like a good night out with loud music and dancing like a spak =D but no. dont like crowds, dont like parties.. i hate going out for meals even with my immediate family =/

 

I do best in one-on-one social situations. I get distracted by other people and often get over stimulated at crowded events.

 

I get uptight when I am in the wrong crowd..."yuppish types" seem to bother me the most. I tend to want to remain around my own kind.

I puke EVERY time before a gig. I have mega stage fright..and especially so when some big name bass player is there. I know he must be thinking "damn that chick blows"

 

ahh, i dont play, i just stand/dance/jump around like a loon =D

 

Yeah there isn't a crowd in this back water town that I can honestly say I hang out with. Small towns seems like everyones pretty much followin' the crowd. Guess thats just part of livin' like this. The few people I hang out with are very layed back an' kinda quiet people.

 

i dont really hang out with people anymore either =/ its well depressing when i think about it.. never go out with the guys from college (unless its to get drunk on the day of our exams), the 'best mates' are away at uni and i cant afford to go see them.. its all a bit shit. lonerrr.

 

thats why we all hsang out here in the dready losers club



but hey subject change time no more self pity
bcsher (love that girl) turned me on to this amazuing movie
kymatica
i found it on fulldls.com (avi version is better, u need a bittorrent client)
this movie is freaking intence
i mean mindblowing, it coveres every subject u can imaginein such detail, really opens your eyes..i mean i thought i knew alot bout at least some things but damn..this movie will really make u think
wouldnt call it entertaining tho just..mind expanding eye opening
ya really should check it out

thnx bcsher

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqMH2f0XGeU
theres part 1 on youtube its brojken up into like 10 or so on there
but ya dont wanna skip a part

 

Maybe I should just sit in this thread until I can be safely let loose in other ones again

 

hahaha

how did it go last night amy?

 

Really well I drank what I'd usually drink in about 4 years and got to laugh at drunken Norwegians playing Swedish Singstar

 

cool im glad you had fun amy

 

your cute Amy^-^
I'm quite good in a group but I prefer one on one deep chats
gahhh,I am dreading the next few days
my in-laws are over from England and when they're here they just want to see us 24/7!
Tonight I'm making then dinner, I've already made 2 cakes and one main course. Just need to make one more main after I shower. Geez, they are so annoying. My husband was working last night 8-8 so is sleeping now and then starts again tonight at 8. So they've been calling me like, 'whats the plan, what will we do, can we come over?' I said they can come over at 6 because I just get realli flustered trying to cook and 'entertain' at the same time and mind the babe.
Last time though, I told them to come over at 6 and they arrived at 4! It was horrible, I was so un-prepared. I don't know what to do w then tomorrow, I realli wanna think up an exscuse like something I have to do so I don't have to see them till 6 again! Any ideas??

 

I want a cigarette sooooo freakin' bad!!!!!!

But I'm staying strong, even if I'm crying from frustration & withdrawl....

 

run awaaaaaaaayyyy!

 

does anyone know anything about adhd hamsters? the internet says peaches should only be allowed to run for 20 minutes in her ball but after that 20 minutes when I put her back in her cage she wants right back out is that normal?

 

hamsters like to play =]
i used to let mine out and she had free reign of my room, she'd be out for a couple of hours at a time..