Pack your bags. Hit the road. Walk. Talk to strangers. Stop worrying about things you can't control and start changing the things you can.
You know I do right now. My fiance is away for two weeks for work and I am incredibley emotionaly dependent on him...who am I kidding... actually I am kinda completley dependent on him in every other way too. But yeah I feel soooo lonely right now so does our dog. I have no friends here because I can't be friends with people I supervise and everyone else is way intot heir forties. We are the youngest people in our neighborhood and the only people without kids...so I feel totally alone. It doesn't help thattoday I found out my grandpa may have hodgekins lymphoma and my mom is being totally cold to me because she no longer has the ability to control me. On top of it my great uncle got diagnosed as blind today. His wife just died a year ago...from cancer. My uncle just died in May at 47 years. My grandma's being ad ramaqueen and is trying to reap the attention from my grandpa's condition. My other uncle has schizophrenia and lives with my grandparents. I just feel like my family is falling apart right as I am starting a new one.