lost and confused....

Brother greysky, I was also 9 yrs ago diagnosed with (Testicular)cancer, I was 27 years old.. no good job, no insurance, no chance in hell.. found out that i'd had it for 4 yrs before i knew, it took a few yrs and a few peoples help and a few $ but I WON!!!!!!! People are winning the fight everyday and each day brings new hope, I can fully say that i understand where your at in life i was there, if theres anything that i can help ya with ill be glad to try ,you just say the word...

 

AH Ho Greysky,

We are all going to die - few are ready for it.
Unless you are Being true to your Self - being the being you feel truly drawn to be and in that Doing your own Doing - then you are not making use of this gift called life -.... Yah we are all learning but we can also learn more and attune ourselves to our higher Being/Self,,,, in this fashion we lose our dis-ease and when death comes to ask us if we are ready - we embrace - knowing that this is not the end - only a new beginning.
For it to be a good day to die - we must first live as we Know is ours - without that it is never a good day to die - for we have not been Doing what we came here to Do - and this we can find through vision questing and going out in solitary and Being Still, Listening, Paying attention - and one of the most importasnt oft left out pieces - Doing (acting).

I myself am not one to fight cancer save in living as fully as I know how the life as best as I can Know what is mine to Be/Do -
For so many in this society - it is not until they face death that they finally realize what a gift it is to be alive - you are owed nothing - this is a gift and so many throw it away..... Take this opportunity to get to Know your Self - for it is a Being of light and love such as few get to Know.

And then Be

May you Way Be blessed brother
Whatever you choose to Do - you are in the thoughts of many as they pull for you to Do that which Is yours to Do

Namaste

 

the answer to cancer might be found at garynull.com. you may have heard of him from his PBS specials or his radio show on Pacifica radio. Gary Null is a PhD in nutrition and has a proven non-drug/non-toxic protocol for curing cancer. unfortunately, the government only lets him take on patients that are terminally ill since he's not an M.D.

 

Brother our hearts go out for you here at Jody's. Definately try the natural direction, you never know what else this wonderful life has in store for you. Never give up hope!!!You might want to ask about glyconutritionals I've heard a lot of good things about them. Try looking up the company Mannatech. You'll be in our thoughts and Prayers...Rose

 

You can beat it, I've seen it done. Stay positive, you're still young, you can fight it. But shouldn't today be your best day if you are living with that beast. Live you life, especially if you are aware of your mortal existence.