You're right. Question everything. Gandhi says... Faith... must be enforced by reason... when faith becomes blind it dies. Mohandas Gandhi
yep i'm totally ruled by my belief system. but i'm ok with that. i can't imagine a world without the faith and the love that i feel now. some things just aren't reasonable, or logical. the logical worldview is only a portion of the puzzle, it does not account for everything that is. unwavering faith in the divine is all that matters, and everything else is a product of that. true faith needs no reaffirmation, nor does the divine. sure there are cases where faith has gotten out of hand resulting in mass hysteria. but that was obviously only a miscontrued partial view of the real thing. once the real deal comes along there is no mistake. it is completely real, it is completely just, it is completely trustworthy. i guess that a better idea than to question one's faith is to question what that faith is put into. if the object of receival is pristine, there is no reason to doubt it.
Acid seems to make me swing between wanting to quit and deciding that weed is great and that i should keep on smoking for rest of my life. But when i decide to stop it really does help me stop.
if i'm tripping around people who are just smoking and just observe them, it makes me question the whole process. i feel beyond the whole process, and very distant from it. i definetly find it easier to avoid pot after a recent trip, especially if i have an afterglow.