Thank you! It's stressful at times, but I'm trying to deal with this the only way that makes sense to me which, in this case, is by not giving up. In the past, I've gone through the "giving up" stage because I knew that was what I had to do. This time, it's different. My intuition tells me that I need to hold on and never let go. In a non-creepy way, of course, LOL. xD
Yeah i had dream sex with a gorgeous blonde. i intend on doing it again...and again....only if he wants and can emotionally cope. otherwise, send me the bird and a good camera for you. This could work.....
i used to dream, i knew what i wanted and needed, i knew it could never really be met, but be close. a few long-term and twisted relationships later, and there is one possibility, but i am too lifeless and damaged now.