In recent years I would say about 75% of the guys I hook up with are married, most to females. I travel for work and meet so many married guys at hotel bars and yes there are the guys that just want to use my mouth for a toy which is fine however more and more married 'stgraight' guys are will to go further such as making out, frotting, just exploring each others bodies. Less and less do I get the load down my throat and the guy is running out the door. Most stay and chat now
I wasn't getting any sex for a long time with my wife. It awakened my bisexual side which I knew I had from boyhood. As long as,I was getting sex I was fine but when it stopped I gradually gagged for cock. I lived near a wooded area which I found out quite by accident. I thought id investigate. It took a while but I got the hang of what was going on and how things worked. I remember one time, I cycled to the place and went along the lance about 20 metres to get out of view of the road. On the right was the wooded area. I put my bike up against the little stone wall and just waited. There,was,already a car parked when I arrived so it was the driver that came along the lane. He just walked past me and I watched him turn into the woods. I gave it a minute then followed. I saw him standing with his cock out rock hard. I went over and took his thick meat in my hand and started masturbating him. I had my left hand on my cock rubbing it in my trousers, I was solid and felt it buldging. I was jacking him really hard and he was moaning. I went down on him and took his cock in my mouth just then he ejaculated in my mouth. His cum was warm and thick. I dribbled some out of my mouth and it ran down my chin. Hus hands were on my head pulling me onto his cock which was now at the back of my throat I started to gag but he pulled my head that hard I had all his 8 inches down my throat. What was good his cum tasted sweet, he must have ate a lot of fruit. I thought I was in heaven. A beautiful big cock in my mouth and a,load of sweet tasting cum. Some of his cum ended up on my shirt which my wife noticed but not what it was. I kept going back on a regular basis and my wife knew,what I was up too. But I didn't care by then I just wanted more cock and hot thick cum in my mouth
Well, back in 70s in sucked my friend's dick on a dare. But only for a minute or two. And didn't complete the task at hand. I married in the mid 80s become a father. Never sucked anyone else at that time. In the 90s I let one guy suck me. But I couldn't get hard enough to. He said he was addicted to cum. I even offered to jack off for him. He stated that he wanted to earn it. My wife lost interest in sex after our 2nd child was born. So I had sex with in woman I could. Eventually I started having Erectile dysfunction. And it messed with my head. The only way I could get hard enough to jack off was reading gay sex stories. From the point of view of a bottom. Living in a city of maybe 50,000 to 55,000 people. I decided that I would start sucking black cocks. That way I would least likely to suck someone who was in same circle of friends. Prior to 2020 I did suck about 8 black cocks but never finished them with my mouth. But finished them off with hand job. It wasn't until almost 4 1/2 years ago. That i found a black man who's gay and married to another man. I met him on grinder. I swallowed my first load of cum and loved it. I suck him regularly 2 to 3 times a week. Along with 5 more bisexual black men.