Extreme euphoria and happiness, and of course it being amphetamine you have near super human ability to concentrate on things for hours, and everything you do from playing video games to cleaning(anyone with the slightest bit of OCD seems to go crazy cleaning even on normal amphetamine) becomes extremely enjoyable. Also apparently the sex is fantastic.
I have a good friend that got into heroin for a while. Haven't talked to her for a while, have no idea whats happening now, but I hope she found some of your strength. The world will be a much darker place if that girl offs herself like a dumb bitch.
It's a little like Ecstasy but you're not in la la land and not caught up in the emotional/sensual. It's a very focused high, that is euphoric but things like actually doing work and getting stuff done on it seems just as appealing as sit there listening to music and dancing (or whatever). when you are coming off of it you start to lose your concentration and start worrying about your teeth grinding, heart rate and physical effects and that's why for me I had the compulsion to redose. I actually understand why some people say it's an american drug, it has a very industrial feel to it, like you don't want to waste any time and want to accomplish things on it.
E is more of a "I love everyone" kind of euphoria, and also everything literally feels physically very good. Meth, well amphetamines in general is more of a focused, I'm the shit, kind of happy, like winning a 20 mile marathon the second you cross the finish line type thing.
If everyone was allowed to do drugs but were required to fully research and take a class educating them about the drug, its effects, side effects and common outcomes meth would be the least consumed I'm sure.
The only really cool thing I found about smoking meth is that the amount of smoke you blow out basically makes you like your own fog machine. You can easily blow enough smoke to cover your entire face and if you are with someone else lose sight of them in the smoke.
lol welcome to my world... i've done meth a couple times, and heroin a countless number of times and i'm not addicted to either. in fact, i got a $50,000 scholarship to uconn, which is more than most people who don't do hard drugs recreationally can say. SUCK IT.
the "american" thing is kind of ridiculous, what society doesn't want to be full of focused energy? hell, in north korea it's practically legal and kim jong il actually encourages it because it'll make everyone work harder for longer periods of time.