My Fellows

oh God help me for to feel is to forever burn

 

you are the one asking "who am i"

 

okay then, not "outside the mind", but beyond our "normal reality boundaries" - mind expanding, if you will....

it sounded way better than "thinking outside the box"

 

I love your sig mr.writer, it makes me feel gay...Shit, whats happeneing?lmao

 

whats happening is you appear to be in conflict with yourself

 

I like it a lot too. Going after those giant butterflies with that tiny tool, makes me think of what we as psychonauts attempt on a regular basis.

 

Very Don Quixote!


http://www.greatdreams.com/political/Don-Quixote-Windmill.gif

 

beautiful

 

yeah but who is that?

 

there is no final entity; experience simply funnels into a smaller and smaller channel until you get to the singular point where you begin, you are like a tear in the universe, an opening which feels and thinks and lives, and you funnel outwards into your Mind and Body and things like that. You have no name, you have no identity. It's like asking "what does 3 taste like?" You are just the locus of the universe made conscious, the tip of a cosmic tentacle which has somehow awoken and blinking in surprise, asks the void "Who am I?"

there is no one but you to answer this

 

Thats the easiest question to answer in the whole world. Everybody knows that you are yourself.

 

I may not know what I am but I know what I am not.

 

I am the observer that can never be known.

 

ahh.. you've just sparked some deep waves over here, thanks man :biggrin:
*off to write*

 

we know that.

 

Either way iam happy lol

 

how long have you been awake bro?

 

Well ten hours since i woke up at two o clock today lol

Really Really Late haha

 

So I'm doing this silly shit again.
Currently at 24 hours.
Physical awareness is already down, physical body aches. boredom prevalent, strong desire for sleep.
I can already feel a billion different energies though, that are not my own. Mine is just one mingling in a sea of wants and hates and desires and loves and needs, all kinds of different colored emotions. It's sad, most of them are negative. Almost all of them, actually.
Kind of getting to me, but I'll pull through.

 

ive considered something similar but no water. i did a week with no food and hoped to experience something out of bodyish but nope.

i will say though that a time inevitably comes on acid when i want nothing more than to sleep sleep sleep so to suggest i would somehow battle through that volountarily is insane. its a worthwhile part of teh trip in a sense but one you only go through because you have no choice. being extreeemely tired and sketchin out on acid are likely two very different feelings. i would assume. ive only really ever been up for so long though.