my fucked up life.

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this is true, fuck a private school.
it's PRIVATE.

public school = 2000+ kids, thats like.. ALOT OF WEED! ahaha

 

hey, no, i am not worried about the private school at all, i love my school and don't want to leave it.

 

i've been in public school, i got kicked out, read the post or stfu

 

I did read the post. no where did you mention you've been kicked out of public school before. Either way, that does make you sound really spoiled lol

 

already planning on apologizing.

but the biggest problem is not anything that's going to happen to me as a result of this, i'm more worried about my mom and siblings. i can deal with going back to public school or moving to a smaller house or whatever, but i don't want the rest of my family to have to suffer any more than they already have because i can't control my temper.

the only thing i don't think is my fault is the selfishness i percieve in my dad of walking out on them because of me.

 

but i mentioned going BACK to public school.

and i am kind of spoiled, as spoiled as any other kid living in my income bracket. i'm actually a lot less spoiled than my brother is.

 

it might have been better to call this thread "how i fucked up my life"

 

dude, i got kicked out of the union county public schools system and sent to an alternative school.

fuck a private school with their strict ass rules and uniform.

there is 50 kids in my high school.

 

Oh when you turn 16 you'll stop getting spoiled.

Once i turned 16 and got a job, my dad stopped doing shit for me, dude wont even give me 5 bucks anymore.

 

no, no, it's an alternative school, it's not like a stereotypical private school, i should have mentioned that.

it's like an art school, and it's really small and a much better environment for someone like me than public school. at that school, i'm on my way to graduation and hopefully college. in public school, i was planning on dropping out.

 

apologize to your dad man, dont be a bitch.

 

hoo boy...

 

No no no thats no fuckin alternative school.

an alternative school is for fuck ups.
like me, ive been in and out of trouble in school since i enrolled in fuckin kindergarten ive been suspended every single year.

this year i got suspended one time, thats my record.

one time, when usually i get suspended 10 or so times in a year.
ive been expelled from 3 different schools.

ive gotten charged with possession on school grounds before.

yeah, you're at an art school.
not an alternative school.

and alternative schools, SUCK.

 

Yea you are 15 years old and you freaked out on you dad. You are supposed to do that when you are 15.

He's supposed to handle it better. There were other issues going on. You hit him (and you were probably right) and it hurt him. If you weren't right it wouldn't have hurt and he wouldn't have tried to hit back so hard. You hit him below the belt and he hit you below the belt. It wouldn't have hurt him or you but you said it to him and he said it to you.

There were other issues going on between your mom and him. DON'T BLAME YOURSELF.

Yea you said some things. And maybe you shouldn't have done Xanax the night before with everything else you have going on. Without the Xanax you might have handled it better.

BUT YOU DIDN'T CAUSE THIS. YOU DIDN'T START IT.

He should have handled it better being the adult. You should have handled it better-but your only fucking 15 years old. DON'T BLAME YOURSELF FOR ALL OF THIS.

Yea you fucked up. You shouldn't have said what you said-you hurt him. BUT YOU DIDN'T CAUSE THE PROBLEMS.

You owe him an apology. "Dad-I have some problems, I shouldn't have said what I said-I'm a smart kid and I know how to hurt the people around me because I know them. Just like you said some stuff and it hurt me. We know each other real well and we know how to hurt each other. I said some fucked up stuff-I'm sorry-I care about you-and I love you".

But what you said didn't mess up stuff between your mom and him. DON'T BLAME YOURSELF.

Yea guess what if you hadn't done XANAX the night before you might have handled the situation better. Remember that in the future. One leads to the other. BUT DON'T BLAME YOURSELF.

 

thanks for actually posting a constructive, non-soundbite reply.

 

art school, whatever, i don't want to leave.

and it is a place for fuck-ups, we have gang members and drug addicts and people who got kicked out, but we mostly get the ones who actually want to turn their lives around.

and most of the kids that go there aren't rich, either, they get a lot of money from the state for financial aid for students.

 

:cheers2:

 

Realize that when you post stuff on the internet looking for advice (and it seems especially here in the stoners forum) that most people are going to take what you said-find a small point or phrase-and run with it. They will decimate you on that one point. Don't blame them. It's all they have. That's how most of them look at life-a small point is all they can handle.

Some smoke pot and hang out here-some watch tv all day and hang out on oprah.com or judejudy.com (although I do enjoy her sometimes)-or they listen to far right talk radio. But they love judging people or an issue on some small point and don't see the big picture. Don't blame them-they just don't know any better-they may some day...who knows...evolution and all that...

Not that I'm much better.

 

Although sometimes the poster does deserve it (not that you do)-it is fun to see here sometimes (because sometimes the poster does deserve it).

 

Hmm seriously i cant beleive the replies...

Apparently my definition of bipolar is somewhat diff than others
I certainly dont blame you as much as almost everyone else
Although that doesnt change the fact that you should apologize...