my fucked up life.

Every 15 year old thinks they are bipolar, depressed, stressed out, has too much anxiety, can't focus, blah blah blah. At 15 is around the age where a lot of change is starting to happen and often times feel like something is wrong with them.

I hate to agree with some people here calling you out and all, but I do think you are a little spoiled...just apologize. Take it as a life learning experience.


And don't take fucking xanax - especially at 15. You'll be amazed that a year from now that you have changed a shit ton, no need wasting your time with shit that turns you into a shell of a person. You'll later figure how to fit such things into your life, if at all.

 

And realize that there are times in your life that you say and do things-not that you are really lying-but you say things to make things better. You do this because the other person will gain more than you-that makes it right.

 

What was your dose of xanax? You can't totally blame this on the xanax since it was also a bi polar attack, xanax wouldn't last that long the next morning.

 

Yeah jesus christ there's a bunch of assholes here. I didn't get the impression he was spoiled. I don't know where that came from.

 

Yea-he's 15. Yea he's got some issues. But he's 15-he's supposed to question his parents-he just went too far (and got too real).

He's not supposed to get high, drink, or take xanax when he's 15. But guess what-he's 15. That's what you do when your 15.

What we're supposed to do in life-as opposed to what we do-there's a fine line-just don't stub your toe on that edge.

 

Probably somewhere between him disrespecting his dad and getting worked up about why HE caused the possibility of a divorce as if he was the center of his parents' life.

Which you aren't dude, and when you realize that your parents have a whole complexity of different problems than any you are aware of, you will also realize you didn't cause anything to happen between your parents.

 

Dude, apologize to your dad and take whatever punishment he offers. If your parents get divorced, it's because of their own problems; not because of anything you have done. Believe me.....my parents divorced eachother TWICE, and it was because of their own problems, both times.

As for the xanax.....I don't think a bi-polar person should be taking xanax; especially for recreational purposes. Xanax is too unpredictable to take if you have unpredictable mood swings. Even level-headed people will do crazy shit while on xanax, so bi-polar people will be even worse on the shit. Trust me....I know xanax. Even the xanax hangover, as I have come to call it, can make most people extremely unstable and make them do/say shit that they will regret.

 

i guess it came from reading the first post?

 

Like I said, there sure are a lot of assholes on here.

 

i have a lot of history, as i was once a 15 year old white suburbanite surrounded by a ton of other 15 year old white suburbanites...listening to them complain about all their problems and how they are the world's bleeding heart made me sick...

so i moved closer to the city

i indeed can understand where people can mistake this mindset of many people growing up as spoiled...i think it is just a condition that is one of many problems with living in a world expecting a white picket fence and not getting exactly that.


Perhaps the picket fence was painted blue instead


(Sorry OP, I'm bitter towards those years...they weren't a happy time for me)

 

Not only that, but when your "fucked up life" is the one in which you bitch out your dad because he did something that you didn't do right the first time, and admit you failed because you can't pay attention, how can anyone in their right mind not consider you spoiled?


And on top of that, trying to blame your lack of self restraint on drugs.

Shit's weak.

 

I've never been a suburbanite, but I've always been fukt up in the head:tongue:

Plus, I'm an experience xaniac, as I call it

 

True. My dad lives a mile from my house, but I have seen him once in maybe 10 years. Count your blessings, acidpulp.

 

xaniac is a good one...fuck...hearing more and more about this shit makes me really question whether pharmaceutical companies are really there to benefit the people...and whether that is the route i want to take in college...perhaps i will revolutionize Rx by killing pfizer


i think at 15 he is acting as a normal 15 year old no doubt. it definitely is the age where I personally started to come around to understand my position in life and that i am not as important as i may think - seems like he is on the same route

acidpulp, we all agree you should apologize. dont take offense to a lot that is being said here - you will mature with time, no doubt. just take life as it comes at you

 

Like I said...

 

KevinH, the people responding have never really jumped to conclusions or ran with a small facet of a conversation in the past - some of us maybe had a little different experiences with people like acidpulp when we were his age...

i don't think you really want to be saying a lot of negative things to these people either as some of them are quite intelligent and may take offense lol

 

I am not focusing on one thing about his post, I basically summarized the whole thing. The fact that this kid is sheltered enough to call this a "fucked up life" in the first place is reason enough to be cynical. I opened this thread expecting to find tales of prostitution, STDs and beastiality for money. What I got was a bitch fest from a kid with too much disposable income. I went to a highschool that costs more money than the college I'm currently attending. I've had enough of that shit to last me for a life time.

 

Maybe I didn't explain my point well, and I was definitely a little harsh on Dronelore (sorry about that-you deserve better)-

but I've never freaked out on my parents (I don't have any experiences close to this with my parents) but I can empathize-that's the difference.

 

Now that would have been a good thread..

 

One person's definition of "a fucked up life" may be an entirely different definition than another person's. Lord knows I've had a fucked up life, but it could always be worse/better. We all have our own problems and none of us have the right to make another person's problems seem like they are less important than our own problems.

Leave the kid alone, for fuck's sake. lol