man, you've got a long, rocky road ahead of yourself if that's the only thing you can call happiness. have you ever gone hiking, out in NATURE, not on any drugs at all? kept yourself away from the troubles of the earth WITHOUT using drugs? Just curious, because i would describe that as being "happy", and i would describe rolling on bk-mdma as "being high". IMO, there's a big difference. check yourself man, because seriously, no one REALLY knows what you're doing to yourself. i know how easy it is to slip into a TOTAL drug binge, but you should look out for yourself man!
I cant even fathom using that amount in a month. I thought I was bad when I went through 5g of mephedrone in a week.. Your heart hasnt exploded though, and your limbs havent turned blue and fallen off, I cant comment on your long term health issues, but it appears as though you may have made quite the discovery as to the dangers of methylone. at least immediately there appears to be no serious health effects. Ive never done methylone, but I dont think this research would apply over to my favorite cathinone: drone. after my binge I felt pretty weak and was rather concerned about my heart. I couldnt imagine doing a gram a day of drone for a month 0.0
:2thumbsup: Yea. Silently ocean kayaking within stones throw of sea mammals from sea otter to whale sized. Maybe snorkeling around a coral reef. Getting sunburnt. Flirting with people of the opposite sex when neither of you claim to speak each others language. Get a hobby of some sort; it might help you find your find pleasure in other parts of your life. (that and MOAR M1 nevar hert teehee) :mickey: