would it surprise anyone to learn that i've started taking a serious look at survivalism. i started this thread about a year ago. i think i'm more confused now than then. here's what i know, the State still sucks, material wealth doesn't add up to a whole hell of a lot in the grand scheme of things, and i still dont like self-appointed social nannies telling me what i can and cant do. And i think i might be slightly racist(though i hope not and if i am i'll try to work it out). philosophically/spiritually? been questioning existence lately but i can't go too far into that train of thought without one of my boys dragging me back to cold hard reality. i don't know if i'll ever figure this out. it seems so much easier for everyone else to just pick who they want the good guys and the bad guys to be. ah, the simplicity of a Cold War worldview. must be nice. Primitivism is making the most sence to me out of all the anarchist lit, but i'm not seriously going to go and live in the woods, too domesticated by now. oh, and i quit smoking about a week ago, $5.00 a pack is WAY too much when you have a pack and 1/2 a day habit. nicorette gum tastes like shit. And i think i'll vote for ron paul if he runs as an independent. that is if i vote.