not sure

You do not understand what I am saying. I was wondering if my smoking fucked up my medicine or if it’s just a couple of off nights

 

I think I need make some serious changes next time I smoke, like cut out smoking at nights so my meds can do its job. What do you think? I want my meds to keep working. It’s going to be hard as hell not to smoke at night cause I love smoking before bed and watching a movie

 

I just have to see if my sleeping gets worse if it dose then it must be the pot, cause I was doing fine

 

bravo!

jennifer, sounds to me like your meds and weed don't mix. stop taking them together.

dreams are just dreams, don't let them rule your life

 

xyprexa is the cause, I dont understand at all how you or other people can go to the Psyciatrist and get meds that give you more problems than you already have..
You can either stop smoking weed or stop taking these goffy throw back pills the doctor is giving you so you become a repeat customer.. You obviously dont get it, Dont think you ever will. Psyciatric meds are mind game drugs. Your falling right into the hands of wicked magicians.. Ill bet you get free health care too.. Its a trap.. You are their Income!! A
Guinea pig in a science thats not understood..

 

heres the problem with some people.unfortunately not all people understand what the meds do for people like you and me.they arent dealing with whatever is bothering us.they get to lead a fairly normal life.i dont know why you are on meds and it aint my bussines either.i was emotionaly and verbaly abused as a child by a few people.you say your doctor would view puffing as substance abuse.i got lucky and my doctor suggested i try the weed before i tried meds.the weed helps me alot with calming my anger,hyper activity,insomnia,and depression.but unfortunately i cant be doing what i do for a living stoned 24/7.i wish i could.

i also have my 8 year old son i have to take care of now.so i cant have him running to school telling his teachers and classmates about the funny smelling stuff his dad smokes.i just got custody of him last week,if weed was brought up by him that would unfortunately create a ton of problems for me.and i have enough problems to deal with


im supposed to be taking 2000Mg of depakote every morning,i forget what the other one was cuz it didnt do anything for me so i stopped them.and i take 2-4Mg of klonopin or xanax a day as needed for my anxiety and panick attacks.the depakote only helped with the migraine headaches i have.

what you can try especially if you want to be knocked on your ass and out cold for the night.1 or 2MG xanax and smoke a fatty.i had to do that friday night cuz im so worked up over what has happened in the last week.you definately wont dream.you wont even remember much after you pop the pills.i took 1 pill just to calm me down till the weed came.i smoked with 2 friends and ate the 2nd pill.within about 45 minutes i was out cold till around 10 in the morning saturday.i dont recomend doing it every night but once in a while should be fine.

if you wanna chat with somebody that has an idea of whats going on feel free to PM me or catch me on AIM or yahoo.i have the same name for both and its listed in my profile.

 

with me im a tickin time bomb without meds.without the right meds i just dont give a fuck about anybody or anything.i go from happy to being pissed and ready to kill somebody in a matter of seconds.

 

you do have to make up your mind. mixing these meds up and fluctuating your chemistry, Or smoking weed? Weed thing varies cause the quailty will change over and over..
This is why some people choose inhalents because the high it induces will always be the same. Unfortunatly the Side effects from inhalents are harmful to your overall health..
Same with the pills. Once the desired effect is reached the patient feels better,, quits taking meds and the process continues..

 

thats why i like my shrinks.they understand the effects of weed and other drugs and give me meds that will work with the weed.the thing with me is ill never be able to go without some kind of drug till the people that abused me are dead and in the ground.and ill have to see them in the casket myself.i sleep with knives,screwdrivers and all kinds of shit that are all within my reach.i never know when one of these people may come looking for me.and im not gonna let anybody else do what they did to me.its been 24 years since it all happened but its in the front of my mind like it was yesterday.it fucks up every thing i do,every decision i make.

ill give ya a little tidbit.i was stuck in a foster home that was a black family.thier kids took everything i brought with me and kept what they wanted and the parents made me sit there as the little niggers smashed what they didnt want in front of me.they forced me to eat ox tails.i went a week without eating before i gave in and ate the shit.i will sit here and tell you that yes i do hate anybody that isnt white.it takes forever for me to trust a black person enough to even say hi to them.id rather smash them in the head with a pipe than to talk to them.online im OK cuz i dont know who is black or white and dont need to know cuz ill never meet anybody.but there is the off chance that i do meet somebody i met online.so i try to be nice to every one.if i talk to ya and dont know what race you are till i meet you i can get a feel for what type of person you are before i decide whether i like ya or not.

dont get me wrong i do have very few friends of other races only because they are good people and not out to hurt me.

 

i agree, no dreams for me when I smoke before sleep.

Ask your doctor about interactions between weed smoke and your meds, if he asks if you smoke, tell him the truth or tell him your roommate/ familmemeber is a pothead that smokes near you a lot.

 

Its not like all black people are bad

 

I would suggest some breathing exercises or meditation before you go to sleep.

 

i know.thats why i have very few that are friends.but it takes a very long time for me to trust them enough to call them friends.an i wouldnt trade them for anything.im the same way with white people but not as bad.i dont mean to offend anyone.thats just an experiance i had as a kid that sticks with me 24 years later.and i cant let go of it till that whole family is wiped out and i see the bodies myself.just like i cant let go of what my biological father did till i see him and his whole family wiped out and look at the bodies myself.same with my mothers exhusband.i am the reason he got locked up for 10 years for trying to kill her.i cant rest till him and his family are dead and i see the bodies.i worry everyday that either he or his family is gonna come looking for me.i sleep with knives under my pillows,i have screwdrivers and hammers all within easy reach 24/7.

 

alot of doctors think weed is bad unless you get lucky like i did and get one that knows how usefull weed actually is.

 

And then what?

 

my doctor knows i smoke, im 15.

 

Zyprxa has been helping me allot, before I used to have bad dreams every night, and I am not up cleaning my room at 3:00 o’clock in they morning. I don't smoke pot all they time 2 weeks every 2 months sometimes longer. I think I need to cut out smoking at nights. And not be high all day like smoke in they morning or the afternoon

 

I only take pills I am scribed. I was on a couple of meds and flipped out

 

ill take them out.i also have 2 pitbulls that you dont want to fuck with.somebody comes at me the wrong way and theyre gone.simple as that.its either them or me and when the dust clears ill be the one left standing.i always sleep so a person has to peek around a blind corner before seeing me or the dogs.

 

ask the doctor about them.i did.xanax and klonopin work wonders for my anxiety,panic attacks and insomnia.