oh my gosh!

I live in a house?
Well sir told me to call the school and tell them i got kicked out.
He said thats what he did when his mom left him.. Im gunna get a job... Find out what im going to do living wise....
Yea, i was like omg where am i going to go? And so now im here.. I love friends also.. I dont know what i would do without them.

And my mom didn't really say anything.
She told me what he says goes and since he said i had to go.. i had to leave.

 

i hope things work out for you :[

 

you mean you're not going to finish school?

 

Well im not plannning on talking to my mom for a while.
I am gunna have to get the rest of my clothes. Im gunna try to do it when they arent there.. And i have some babysittin money at Rita's... Good thing for saved money.
And me and my friend is going to go look for jobs together.


im going to try to finish shool.. its just going to be hard getting back and forth.
Sir said he called, told them and he went when he was able to and still graduated.

 

You still need to finish school.

 

I want to finish school.
And im still planning on going get my LPN degree with brooke's mom also.

 

if u dont finish high school you're basically fucked..
unless you go for your g.e.d
or you can do independent studies[do you guys have that program?]

 

Good. As long as you keep doing what you need to do, you'll be fine

 

yeah, what he says goes until he leaves her ass.

but i mean, what did you do or say. im sure he didnt just up and kick you out.

 

I would just get my GED..
But im gunna do what sir told me to do... he said that since i was kicked out i just have to let them know.

But im going to do whatever i can to stay in school...

 

your mom has no balls. shes gonna take his shit "for the child" you are better rid of that crap. maybe she'll come to her senses and kick him to the curb later, but its not your choice, your failing or your problem, its theirs. drop it squarely where it belongs, on them. you will want to keep a conversation with your mom, when he is not around, because (i assume) you will want to remain a part of baby brother's life.

finish school, get a job and SAVE all the money you can now. talk to friends parents about staying until you graduate, and pitch in unasked with chores and groceries. that will be cheaper than trying to rent your own place (while going to school and working, you wont be spending a great deal of time there anyway).
>hugs< it will turn out ok!

 

Yea, her mom said she will still bring me and stuff since shes taking the course also and we can study together..

I came home and i was going to do my homework and he was bitching at me about things around the house and i haven't been home so i dont even know what happens there and i talked back to him and then mom stepped in and defended him and then she got mad at me and he told me to get out and she said i had to leave cause he said so..

I packed my stuff and left.

 

Im not going to talk to her at all..
I can see the baby later on...

Im going to cocentrate on me and doing all of that above...
And plus i have three different friends trying to get their own place. So ill room with brooke, tessie or sir. All of my closest friends and boyfriend.

 

im not saying you have to talk to her now, but if you and she dont remain on civil terms then it would be very difficult to maintain close to your little brother. i have a little brother that ive lost touch with because of my leaving. different circumstances, but there was a time when he did not know who i was, and it hurts to think about that kind of loss. its loss through pride, and neglect of the relationship. i can see that i could have made a better effort. the longer you wait the harder it gets to forge the relationship anew.

just my opinion you know dearie not that my brother and i have much in common, but maybe we would have if i had made an effort. it is not given to us to know.

 

what the fuck jasmine.

i'm bitching that stupid motherfucker out. what a fucking asswipe.
i can't believe i have a list of things i hold against this dude, and i've never met him /:

 

I would have to let things cool down.
I'll consier talking to her once im doing well on my own..
But thanks a lot for your help and advice.

Well im no longer at that number now and i told you before not to call him but now i just dont care...
Hes an asshole.

I love you jayjay..
And btw i do stil have your number but i wont beable to call you any time soon.

 

this irritates me beyond believable levels! ARGHH. D:<

/: its okay if you can't call me, i'm a bit swamped with history fair and the flower and garden show and whatnot.
but i do have so much to tell you

it just makes me sad, i want to spread how great my life is going with you too! you should send me your new address, so i can send you presents <3

 

Yea...


Well there always pms and whatnot.
Im gunna come on here when i can...
We can talk and you can tell me all about it.

Well i gotta get me a address first.. hhaa.

 

haha of course.
come transfer to my high school. you probably have all the credits you need. minus agricultural credits lolz



that's a potential realistic idea too! transfer to another school, that will graduate you with the credits you've already got.

 

That f-ing sucks, I would have refused to leave, it's your house too, maybe once she calms down, she will have a better addutied and change her mind